Listening to: Silence
I suppose I'll tell about my experience about Saturday like everyone else did.
I kinda forgot about it I guess it wasn't that...dramatic or 'special' so to speak.
I was juss gonna go to Panda Express with Derek and go to the dance. But then Natalie calls and invites herself along. I mean, that would've been okay if she...didn't have...Nate there... I mean I love the boy an' all, but both of these boys don't really get along. Yeah and she should prolly agree with my plans. *shrugs*
Natalie wasn't getting along with her family.
I couldn't for the life of me find any silly string to attack Derek with so I could tell him he was going to Girls Choice with me. So I was frustrated and driving frustrated. Until I found Natalie on the side of the road. I brought her over to my house and I did my hair. I curled it. I put a blue ribbon in it. I wore my white frilly shirt ...kinda cute....
Natalies crazy. She woke up at like 6:30 and got all ready for the day. It was a Saturday. So she was tired. She thought she looked ugly and she juss wanted to sleep. I could see the date from there. She's like in a corner complaining about her ugliness and trying to sleep with her date standing there watching her. Greaatt.. It made me tired too and I was the one driving.
Around 5:40 we got in my car and went to get Nate. Then over to Dereks house. It kinda sucked b/c he saw me when I turned the corner, so I juss kept driving. He like bolted in his house when he saw me. I turned around and pulled into his driveway and undid my seatbelt and pulled the cap off the silly string. I jumped out of my car and ran to his side door...he didn't shut it all the way so I juss kinda snuck in and went downstairs. He knew I was at his house...prolly not IN his house.... He came down the stairs and turned the corner and I sprayed him. He, of course, has the same reaction my brother has to things of that nature and hasta tackle me. That was kinda scary. So he's like got me pinned and I didn't even get half the can on the boy. Stupid boy. Tends to ruin my fun sometimes. Then I told him he was going to Girls Choice with me. He says, "You really think I'm going with you after you did that to me?!" I was like.."Um..yeah, duh" He said okay but he wanted to change his shirt. I laughed and said no. But of course he did anyway. He was under a car all day anyway so prolly for the best.
Anyways....the two boys didn't know they were going with each other. That helped. Pff. We went to Fung ...that one place that reminds me of Fungus... I didn't like the orange chicken. Natalie and I didn't eat much. Of course the boys like pigged out and ate most of it, not enuff to save the rest. We got fortune cookies, someone opened one that said, "You are pretty." Derek gave it to me. I giggled and snorted. Then we decided to take the boys over to my house and do their hair. woo woo. Derek was of course decked out in baby blue (he's hot in baby blue) and I took pics of both of them.
I ran my hands through Dereks brick (hair with lots and lots of gell) and I like totally spiked up it. It did look kinda hot. He complained until he saw it and then he said it looked kinda good and left it like that all night. That prolly wasn't the best idea but I thought it was kinda hot. He said I made him look like Shane West. teehee..Tis true...kinda...hehe
We went over to Nates Grandmas house and ate cookies and played Frisbee outside. We were bored and still had time before we wanted to go to the dance. Then after Nate and I flirted, played the laughing game, laid on the lawn, talked about depressing things (my bday) we got in the car and went to the dance. It cost 10 bucks. I gave Natalie my 20 and I only had 9 bucks in ones. Natalie paid for me too. grrr... She paid for most of dinner 20 bucks...I only paid 10 and then she pays for the dance. Whyyyy me? So now I owe her. We sat around, we were all bored and tired. We danced a lil' bit.
We were juss about to leave around 10:30 when a really good song came on. I went like a zombie into the gym. He didn't come with me. It was obvious I wanted to dance to the song. I looked back to see if he was coming b/c I hadda unload my handful of stuff. He wasn't coming. So I went in and danced alone. I felt kinda bad. But of course when he came in and grabbed me I hadda turn the tables and be mad at him. hehe I'm such a brat. I felt bad. It was weird, felt weird, it was like honestly the first time I felt bad..b/c I didn't go back to get him...I didn't wanna leave the song. *sniffles*
We didn't get pictures and apparently that kinda offended him. I felt bad about that too. I didn't feel we needed 10 billion pics of us at every dance we go to. I thought 2 thousand was enuff. pff...apparently not. I didn't have the money. I wasn't pritti nuff anyway.
We came back to my house and had very small root beer floats and put in Bring It On Again juss to make fun of it. Not a good movie for mixed company I realized, but they agreed to it not me. We were all tired and wanted to sleep anyway so I didn't think we'd watch it. Then around 5 to midnight I took Nate home, after almost hitting my blazer...and then Natalie....and then to be quite honest with you I didn't get home until like 1:10am. I went straight to bed. I even forgot to change. The night was cold. It made me think, think of the future. Think of what I really wanted in life. Something has got to change.
There that was my night. The most boring...tiring....date I suppose that I've ever planned. But yeah it was comforting...to me....which is the way I planned it. We were all good friends too. No anxiety, no strangers, nothing too unexpected. Weee...
But it wasn't one of those "Oh my gosh! He's so hot! I can't believe I'm with him!" experiences like Megan seems to have! grr! lol It's all good.
I have to go do homework.
I feel like crying.
I can't stop typing.
Why does he hafta ruin most of his surprises I try to give him? hehe He hates them doesn't he? That's sad to know when he sees me he bolts into his house to hide. hehe..
I'm so evil...
I feel so empty inside...