Listening to: Mercy Me : I Can Only Imagine
I was sitting at the kitchen table after school thinking about everything I've done today. It lasted about 2 seconds.
The only thing I can remember is sitting there staring off into space. I can visualize myself there in class, I could hear the teacher speak but I couldn't understand it. In every single class. I juss sat there..
In first hour we had testing then I sat and pretended to read and stole some of her quotes.
In second hour we were supposed to watch a movie, I stared at the screen and pretended to watch/understand it.
In third hour I put everything away, paper, pencils, books juss so I could listen to the guy. It didn't work. Funny thing was I wasn't tired either. I attempted to take a nap after Derek told me he took a nap during weight training. I couldn't even sleep! But I couldn't listen either. oy vay. Funny thing was as I was staring off into space I was telling myself, "You should listen to this guy", but it didn't happen. Even walking out the door I says to meself, "You should really listen to that man more."
In fourth hour I brought out all my stuff paper, pencil, book juss so I could follow along and listen to her explain the assignment today. If Miles hadn't fallen asleep next to me I might have made it to the listening part. It was juss so tempting to go through all of his stuff, binder, backpack. It entertained me for the whole hour and that's saying something.
In fifth hour I juss sat and stared at my computer screen, we were supposed to be making Power Point Presentations. I juss clicked a couple times and grunted. Mines lame, but I didn't wanna do anymore.
No sleeping, eating, laughing, not even talking was involved in my day today really. I juss...SAT THERE staring off into space!
Is this what happens when you get busy during the week? It was only one day. Today around 6:00pm until the end of the night will be busy, but it's not that much. Honestly, maybe I juss think too much. I'm not even tired...
In first hour I think my Oompa Loompas broke my tooth. Curse that candy. I think that's what I was chewing. I've felt/tasted that before more often than I realize I prolly should've. Now it's really sharp and is cutting up my tongue. Pritti soon I'll have a canker sore. I'm talking carefully now and chewing weird like. Stupid candy. Stupid tooth. Most of my teeth are fake already do we have to keep going with this process? Sure slowly break down my teeth until I have nothing left at all.
Melodrama rehearshal at like 6. I don't feel like going on time. Sit there and be bored instead of being annoyed with the Young Mens activity. woo woo.
Dance rehearshal at 8:15, gotta leave other practice early to get there. Dance until like 9 er so I guess and come home. woo woo.
Still can't believe we are performing this Friday and Saturday and we're still in our scripts. This scares me.
Natalie says 'the boys' are leaving on Friday night (ryker, his bro and vati) so she wants to hang out with Sue and ask if she could sleep over again. Of course, she doesn't want to go alone, so maybe after my performance I'll go and have a sleepover at Rykers house. Derek says he wants to come to my Saturday night performance. For some odd reason I don't want him too. I took a shower. I feel clean now. I thought my title for the last entry was clever. Deep breath and then like nonstop talking/typing b/c of my lil' novel. haha I can't figger out my website thingy and I want diff pics in this here journal. grr
Scott did the 'no duh' mistake and put his hand on the stove, yeah on the lil' grill like things while it was on. Actually he was on a chair and kinda leaned sideways and fell so he tried to catch himself and got burnt. This house now will be known for the forever screeching of a hurt lil' boy. I watched Mutti try to help him. He juss screamed and ran away b/c she'd 'sting' him. hehe It's amazing to think I was like that once. oy vay.
Today after school we went down to the stage b/c we got a note and Chealsea King wanted our handprints on this one paper and for us to sign it. We signed it and she dumped paint in our hands. Cassi like plastered her hands on the paper. I juss put them on and took them off so half of my fingers are missing but oh well. I don't know why, but they wanted all the Thespians handprints. *shrugs* It was cool to be recognized as a thespian tho. I felt special. I got dirty tho.
I think I got hugged by the fattest guy in the school today. I like got sucked into him again. It felt weird. The bakery is missing a couple dozen rolls and I know where they are now! Jordan took 'em! It was kinda sick to be able to feel all of his...rolls. I can't imagine him making out with any girls tho....
I wanna talk to my Kirri..
I miss her. "You're my favorite." heh
"I like you, people say I have no taste but I like you!"
If you wanted random subjects....
There you have it.