Something I won't forget...
This was juss Friday night...
Jared even offered to escort me down to the parking lot. He talked the whole time. I juss nodded and pretended to be interested. But then the boy came and picked me up from EFY....I left all three girls crying.
Natalie started crying b/c I had my red head and she didnt...Kirri was crying and biting my head off b/c I told her the reality of things that we'd hafta go back into the real world without that great feeling with us....and Emily had been choking up long before that b/c she didn't wanna leave EFY. Everyone was crying and I didn't know why.
I kinda zoned out in the car on the way home. Derek was talking but I wasn't responding...so he kinda stopped...I don't know what was wrong with me. I know I was definately thinkin' too much tho. Anywayz....He took me home b/c nobody was home. Mutti, Vati, Dustin and Scott went out to Bear Lake to a family reunion so I was home alone. It was then he told me that he doesn't really know how it makes him feel when I talk about other boys (jealousy) but he says he appreciates it and thinks it's a good thing. I had told him about my new friend I made on the last day of EFY and taught me some more swing dance moves...Jared. He said it was good for him b/c then he knew what was going on....b/c if I didn't give him details or tell him anything then he'd be worried...but I tell him like everything so he's fine. Oh bother. Reminds me of Ryker and Natalies paranoia about making Ryker mad at her. Sometimes you juss hafta get over it!
Anyways...after that 'serious' talk I told him I was tired. I was seriously wasted and kind of had a headache..I couldn't stay awake any longer. We went out and sat on the couch where we started to fall asleep. So he picked me up and carried me downstairs and put me in bed. I mentioned that I was home alone and it was a lil' scary (ha ha NOT, it was the BEST feeling ever), and of course, he had to suggest that he'd stay with me. Yeah, like that would happen juss b/c my parents were gone.
Yeah, I was like out in seconds after he tucked me in ...I wasn't totally out, juss enuff to respond to -some- things. So in other words I was like talking in my sleep. After he basically thought I was out he started those type of sweet whisperings to me.
But he had to make it to his midnight curfew so he was saying bye to me. I guess I kinda said in these exact words "don't leave me" even tho I was so tired I was juss going to like pass out so it didn't matter if he left and he kinda -had- to. It's juss something you say ya know...but of course, he wanted to stay b/c he seriously thought I was 'scared to be alone', it's one of those things where if somethings suggested to you and you really -want- it to happen you can easily believe it and do anything to make it happen even tho it's based on something false. haha...silly boy.
So while I was incoherent he kept telling me he wouldn't leave me, reassuring me, and telling me that he'd come back in a bit. Yeah, I was juss sooo worried. Dude, I was like seriously tired. This wasn't gonna happen. While he was saying he would come back I thought he ment he'd come back to wake me up in the morning so I could get ready to go. He had curfew, he was gonna get in trouble, we couldn't do it juss b/c my parents were gone and I was already like passed out!
Anyways....when I was complaining I was alone I remembered my parents water bed...and it would be the only night that I could sleep in it so I decided after he left for curfew I'd go sleep in that after I got changed. So he left eventually, I got changed...put a pillow under my covers so he'd think I was under my covers (like he did to me) so he'd get tricked when he came to wake me up in the morning. bah hah...Now for the embarassing part..
So I didn't really feel like wearing pants b/c I was home alone and it was like one in the morning and I was seriously hot. Yeah I don't sleep with my pants on, juss to let you all know. So I went upstairs and into the bathroom to get ready for bed. The dog barked a lil' bit and I heard some noise, but I didn't think much of it. So I shut off the light and opened the door and walked out into the hall...the lamp in the front room was on juss enuff to see into the hallway. And low and behold...the boy was standing there staring at me....I quickly recoiled into the bathroom again. I don't know what he saw really, but it doesn't really matter b/c it was for juss a breif second. I told him to turn around and I went and got me Muttis bath robe.
OH MY GOSH! I don't remember the rest of the story!! He showed up like a surprise like two times! He showed up in front of the bathroom there....but then I was in my parents bed when he came in and woke me up telling me he was back like he said he would. How many times did he leave? I needa ask him...sheesh! I hafta figger this out before I tell you the ending!
OKay I asked him. The story is straight now. The first time I was in my dress, he carried me to bed. He left, I changed and went into the bathroom. I came out of the bathroom and got caught naked by him...then we went on the couch again and I fell asleep in the robe...so he put me back in bed with the robe on...then he left again for heaven only knows why and I put the pillow under my covers and went into my Muttis room where he came back and like surprised me again! Got it....okies...he was juss running back and forth to my house...
It was funny when I asked him why he came back when he surprised me in front of the bathroom and he said he came back to tell me that he couldn't spend the night (he meant spend the night at my reunion the next night) and what does he end up doing?! Spending the night with me......
When he found me in my Muttis room he offered to sleep on the floor. I didn't want him to but I didn't think he'd actually agree to sleeping up on the bed even tho I know how much he LOVES water beds... But I made him come up no matter how uncomfortable he was. The next morning he reminded me it was a lil' awkward sleeping in my parents bed. Sheesh...I didnt even think of that b/c I was like already out cold! I felt so bad b/c I guess it is kinda bad..in his eyes!! lol! I'm so stupid. Anyways....I was really tired..I'm sowwy!
Yeah, we kinda tossed and turned until 4 in the morning and we were both out cold. We woke up around 8 o'clock...I went and took a shower...and then we ate breakfast... yeah talk about feeling married....Yeah, then I got all packed up with a lil' distraction...and finally left after stealing his CD....after him having his 'car check' and his worried 'you call me when you get there' lectures. So cute. I made him go to bed after I left. Does that make sense? Then I drove thru Logan Canyon on to Bear Lake. I had a tailgater so I swerved off the road on and then purposely over corrected ....yeah that car backed off a lil' bit...okay a lot.
When I found them I went into the trailer and ate junk food, then took a nap..until lunch time....then I ate and took another nap until dinner time...then I ate...and attempted to stay awake. So boring there. But I was so tired too.
The beach there was so romantical tho and the boy wasnt there to share it with me! Gah! I wanted to go in the canoe out there when the sun was going down and kinda makin a sunset...but he wasn't there....so I hadda take me Mutti....and I could've walked along the beach holding hands an' stuff early in the morning or at dusk or dawn....mmm but noo...
The next day I got packed up with candy from Renee and bedding from the fam to take home. Then I took a trip home and found out my EFY CD was scratched. ggrr.. When I got home I took another nap. I got up and went to the last two hours of church. I was wearing cute pink and curly hair. I was hot. I saw the boy. He's hot. Yup.
There the end of the Spencer Reunion memory.
I'm tired and want to stop typing now. Bye.