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Grandparents Visit

Have you ever noticed that everytime I write an entry it's like at least 4 pages? Naw, of course you wouldn't know that. Why would you care? All you know it's that it's frickin' long every single time and you don't really wanna take the time to read it all so you juss skip around through it prolly lookin' for yer name to see what I've said about you. Well you know what, I hate you all!! Just kidding....I'm totally juss kidding...moving on.....

Wednesday, Grandma and Grandpa Lester came to visit. They wanted to go out for pizza. I love it when they come and visit...I always have to do at least one mean thing to Grandpa Lester.. Yeah, I'm a smart alec, sassy granddaughter.

Last time I made fun of him b/c he was so entertained with those lil' tops that kids play with. I gave him a top of his very own so he could be entertained more. I also made fun of him b/c of the way he went all baby talkin' when a baby was placed in his arms. A grow man making baby noises. I giggled.

Vati took his lil' wood saw to Grandmas sandals. Grandpa and Grandmas communication is so very. "Hunny, yer sandals are not ment for a wood saw, it's not suppose to cut things like that." "Well, he said he could fix it and so he will!" So we all went out in the back while Vati cut up Grandmas shoes so they'd fit her betta. I think one was cut shorter than the other tho.

Grandma asked Grandpa to go get the chair that was on the deck. Scott had dumped his box of Snaps on the chair. Those things you throw at the ground and they pop kinda loud, yeah. Grandpa walks up to it and looks at the seat of it and says, "Well, there's some..type of crumbs or something on it." She's juss like "Brush it off then and bring it here!" Grandpa was confused, so I went up and put my hand under the seat and swift swat and it all went up and down on the ground on the other side of the chair. I swear, every single snap that was on that chair popped when I hit the bottom of the seat. Grandpa didn't know what it was and so it scared the crap out of him when they all hit and popped kinda loud! He jumps and grunts really loud and his hand raised up to his ear. I think I kinda hurt his hearing, but I don't think he wears a hearing aid. It was kinda mean b/c it really made this ol' guy jump and prolly hurt his ears, but it was hiliarious! I couldn't help it! I busted up laughing! Grandma and Mutti laughed too. He had his hand up near his ear, but after he like poked it in his ear he juss like raised it like he was gonna backhand me. Sheesh. He seriously like wanted to clobber me right there fer doing that. It was funny, but kinda scary. I was still laughing so I juss like backed away, in fact I like ran off the deck. That's usually when he starts his cussing fest. You shoulda seen that ol' man jump. He was so ticked off at me fer doing that.

Anyways...like the highilight of them showing up I guess. Then we all decided to go down to Firehouse pizza. The neighbors here own the place and I ain't never been down there. Needless to say, I wasn't all that impressed. Mutti, Grant, Grandma and I went in Grandmas truck lookin' thing so we could tell them the way to get there. Vati and Scott went in our own car. Grandma turns to me and says randomly, "Grandma is not happy with Karalynn." My cousin that I saw like a week ago up at camp. She proceeded to tell me why she was not happy with Kara. Went on and on about her health and her feeling sorry for herself. *shrugs* Apparently Grandma doesn't feel that way about me tho...*smiles* Even tho I am sassy I'm still on her good side. You should always try to stay on her good side b/c that's the only Grandma I know of that would kick yer butt (literally) when you don't do things yer suppposed to. You shoulda seen what she was gonna do to Dustin when she saw his hair. The car ride was interesting tho. I was like really tired, for some reason I can't really sleep anymore...so I juss tried to act like I was interested in the convo. I really was. I juss can't look like I'm interested or add any input there. Grandma mentioned something to Grandpa about the car and Grandpa responded with a "Yeah, that's usually what they're there for dear" He was being all smart alec like and she says, "I would slap you but yer driving so keep yer eyes on the road." That's how I am with my boy too! It was cute and funny. Grandpa is so sarcastic with her.

We got there and we all had to like squeeze into this lil' booth. I sat inbetween Grandma

and Grant in the back of the booth while Mutti and Vati sat on each side of them. I like didn't even look at the menu...all I noticed is that this place famous for pizza had a lot of pasta stuff that was prolly more popular. Anyways, we order some weird type of pizza and Grandma got some pasta stuff. We got some breadsticks before the main meal there. We got two sauces with it too. I actually liked the breadsticks b/c it had like cheese inbetween. mmmmm

But in passing the breadsticks one of the sauces spilt all over one of the sticks...I got my hand in the way of Grandpa while he was dipping his...and I the sauce got all over his drink (iced tea)!! It was kind of embarrassing. I figgered I had already scared the crap out of him, this was juss too much. But not only that...when the pasta came it was on a dish...on a dish...it was hot and the dish slid around the plate all the time. We were trying to pass it around the table and it was all wobbly in my hands and everyone commented that Grandpa shouldn't let me try to pass it to him so he quickly moves things so I can put it down and trys to help me. haha... He's like "don't dump that on me! You got everything else of mine!" haha...I felt kinda bad...but it was kinda funny. I'm such a nuisance.

Grandma decided after that she wanted ice cream tho. So she saved room so she could eat ice cream. Grandpa had like 4 pieces of pizza, he basically took the bunt of the pizza. He put some of that really hot stuff on it. That man can eat! But yeah, Grandma decided that Cold Stone icecream was the best. I like Charlies tho too, but yeah. Mutti paid like 30 bucks for the pizza there and Grandma got all mad at Mutti. She was like hitting her saying, "Grandpa will get it! Did you hear me?!" So we let Grandpa get the tip. He had like a wad of ones and stuff...so I like reached my hand out for it. He pulled out a buck and was gonna give it to me. Everyone was confused why he was 'tipping' me. I gave it back tho. We had like 3 pieces of pizza left so we put it in a box and took it out to Grandma's truck and Mutti says, "Take this in the back seat and put it down and forget it so they'll take it home."

Now, these people can talk and talk. They have stories up the yin yang. They could talk forever if you let them. But their language is so funny to me. I love it. I love them. Gosh, this whole entry is juss on my grandparents. I adore them. My Grandma called Main Street the "Main drag", "Out there on the main drag that one store." And Grant calls all the cars 'outfits', both my Grandpas say 'outfits'. "There was two outfits behind us the whole way here.." And when my Grandma talked about one of her grandchildren being a lil' baby... She thought this lil baby was hiliarious so she was laughing while she said, "You should seen that little shit.. It was so funny!" *laughs* Who calls a lil' baby a lil' shit? Honestly. Anyways....I love their language, they make swearing hiliarious. I might pick up on their language...baadd...haha so much for peer pressure to swear to be cool.

We went to Cold Stone and Grandma was dead set on Grandpa paying and the next thing she had was what she was gonna get all ready to go. She told us that Grandpa had to tell them her order b/c they can't hear her over the counter, she's too short at 4'11. Haha! I juss had a lil' smoothie...mmmm! I was one of the first to get the order so I juss stood there next to Grandpa while he made everyone elses order. I juss started sucking on that thing so fast when I got it. Brain freeze. Grandpa laughed and grabbed my head and squeezed it so it wouldn't hurt too bad. It felt good. haha...He's cute. The kid working there, I think I know him, his name is like Curtis or something... He was asking my Mutti what she wanted, but when he asked...he was like...looking at me and did a lil' quick smile. Mutti looked at me after he went to get her order, she seemed a lil annoyed and said, "He was flirtin' with you while I was trying to get my order!" hehe...He was juss acknowledging that he knew me from school tho I think. Man, I really don't know what flirting is.

After we all got our order and Grandpa paid about 20 bucks on ice cream, all six of us crowded around this lil' two person table and ate ice cream and talked. Now keep in mind we started eating at like 4 and didn't stop until like 6:30. I woke up frickin' hungry so I snarfed the pizza, but I had to take a lot of pills to be able to do that. But when I got that smoothie I juss swallowed that thing...I didn't think I would get the whole thing. I gave up trying to suck in. My stomach juss popped out and I didn't really feel good, but I was definately full.

But Grandma was worried about Raeann and Randy the whole time. When she randomly talked about she'd randomly start crying. Randy has cancer and is soon to die. Raeann is going to literally break down and Grandma is next on the list to lose it when Randy goes. Everytime she randomly cried it scared me b/c she was fine one minute next to me, the next she was all choked up! I didn't know what was going on until I saw she was crying.

After ice cream we decided to split up. They needed to go home before dark. We said bye and hugged. Grant called me babe and sweetie and stuff. I definately thinks he thinks that I'm attractive or he juss really really likes my long brown hair. So does my other Grandpa. They have that lil' twinkle in their eye. Then we all went home. Scott was a mess b/c he was tired, sick and still angry b/c I popped all of his snaps. He was a hellion. We were all full after that tho. That was the one meal I had and the only one I needed tho b/c it lasted for a couple of hours. haha I have been feeling a lil' more tired than usual and achy. I woke up in pain so I might be getting sick? I dunno. I juss hurt all the time and want to sleep like every two hours.

On Thursday Natalie called me at like 10:30 and told me to come over while she was still awake. I felt bad b/c I didn't get to call her and every one is making be feel worse, but yeah, I guess I could've tried a lil' harder to get ahold of her. I didn't know when she was coming home tho or anything! So I got up and slightly dressed and juss walked out the door. I went over and Megan came over. I miss Megan so much. I missed Natalie too. Natalie seemed...so..different. She wasn't the big, independent, 'I have no feelings' kind of person anymore. It was ...touching, it was sweet and nice to see her like that. I saw her like God saw her for once, it was ....peaceful. It was so funny. She had so much to say to Megan and I but she couldn't say it all before she started to fall asleep. So we left around noon so she could sleep, and I offered to go pick up Emily b/c Paula was in the bathroom and Natalie was bed ridden. Then I went over to Dereks to say bye to him before he went to work. I babysat Scott for like 45 minutes. We played with fake food. He screamed his head off b/c he didn't want to be with me. "I don't want to be with her!" "I don't like her! Make her go away!" I feel so loved. What'd I do to him? He's definately not like the cat when I can be mean ...and then be nice randomly so it'll come back and play with me until I'm mean to it again....and then pretend to be nice for awhile again...teehee...Juss as long as it's not a constantly mean.

When Grandpa got home Scott says, "You go away now, I want to play with Grandpa." Gladly kid, gladly. lol I went and took a nap on the water bed...mmmm... Why so tired. Why do I have to think so much? Scott had a fit later that night b/c he wanted to go see his Mutti but it was bedtime and he was sick. He wouldn't accept the fact that he could prolly see her 'tomorrow'. "Don't say those bad words!" lol So young and naive. Miranda got mad that Vati wouldn't let him see her...so she threatened to come over and take him. Vati put Scott to bed and watched for Miranda...I came down and wrote down quotes, watched TV and listened to music all night.

I couldn't sleep tho. I went to bed at like 11:30 b/c I had to get up for work at 6 to be there at 7. Yeah, an hour later I was still wide awake doing some head banging on my pillow. Stupid naps. I got up when everyone else did b/c Scott was like hackin up a lung there. I ate a poptart and watched a lil Tv until like one in the morning. Then I went back and tried to sleep again. I got from like 1-1:30 until 5:30...so like 4 hours! yay....

Then Derek came into my room at 5:30. I saw his figure and a sigh of relief and a lil' rush of happiness came over me. I could tell he had been thinking or doing some type of soul searching. I asked where he had been and he said he got off work at like 2 or something and was at home and decided he couldn't sleep until he went back to work and talked to one of his boss's Shane about his 'responibilities' as a supervisor. So they talked for a couple of hours. Derek wanted to do better at his job and Shane basically told him he needed to be better and work harder. I hate that place. I hate it. And -not- juss b/c he works there. Anyways....so that was on Dereks mind. I juss got frustrated b/c I was tired and achy and really didn't wanna hear about his work at 6 in the morning so I kinda cried...mostly so I could...see thru my contacts...yeah...right. If I could I would yank him out of there in a second...but that's not my choice. That place is not healthy. The only he has got going for him there is good pay b/c of raise and the experience he's had for how long he's been there. Other than that they treat him like crap! A teenage boy can only handle so much! His emotions flare there, good or bad! I juss seem so frustrated about his work and it's like my problem...I should shut up. I juss don't know why it bugs me so much, besides the fact that I would like to control his life....oh wait, his job is his life...oy vay. Kill me now. His ambition to -always- want to learn more, advance in skills has bugged me. But that's what the youth want now adays, more.

Anyways.....he made me get up so I could get ready for work. I went to work. Had breakfast learned some more stuff. Met another 'boss' Jana....She's cute. We were serving for a Youth Conference. I swear these kids are really dense. Anyways...Kylee is so funny. She was talking to all of us and she goes red and says, "Guess what guys! I have a new love!" And she goes on about this guy at her other work, she was so shy about it she like stumbled with words and said it all slowly. She like covers her mouth and is all "Don't tell anyone!" Jana's like "It's okay it's not like anyone cares, hey guess what Kylie is in love with Corey!" hahaa....soo soo cute. But I finally got a number that works to clock me in and out! woo hoo!!! I checked the schedule and I'm lil' frustrated with it so I don't want to talk about it. It's a busy week and I only work two days and they're the most inconvient days of the whole week. Grrr...somebody trade me schedules please. Help me.

AFter breakfast I walked over to Vati's office and he was still there. We decided to go and get some ice cream. Good for two scoops. mmm I got a chocolate scoop and Strawberry! mmm! That was alot of ice cream. We talked and laughed. Something Vati does -not- do with his kids. It felt..nice. Then we served on the Quad....salad and pizza. (it was like Wednesday with Grandparents all over again)We got to load up the truck and take the truck. My first time on the truck! wee! I also met this one guy Jon...everyone says he's creepy and they stay away from him. He's got facial hair going everywhere. But he keeps to himself I think. But we juss stood there for hours, I felt like passing out. The heat and not being able to sit down, no sleep really and a toothache. But I wasn't hungry tho...that ice cream filled me up. We got that all put away at like 1:30. They of course had like 10 pizzas left over. We gave all of the pizza back to the leaders there that ordered it and took 3 boxes of each kind with us. Back in the kitchen she said we could take a whole box home if we wanted. Jon took the cheese, I took the pepperoni and Ruth took the Hawian..The whole time I was working I was singing like one line over and over again. "How could this happen to me?!" and "I put another smile in your pocket...My heart is racing to you like a rocket" it was so annoying and the remix thing of Annies Tomorrow came on...it was hot...and a Dashboard song came on at work. weeee!

I went to my car and found a note saying that Vati wanted the car. Grrr..I went to his office to see if I really had to leave the car. He said no he'd take his work van to his doctors appointment. So I got to take the car and I went over to Dereks. I knocked on the door with a pizza delivery. I definately wasn't going to eat a whole pizza plus a couple of slices. I gave it to him. He was happy. He kissed me. He really liked that. I know he could eat like the whole thing. I hung out at his house. I attempted to take like 7 IB profen. I seriously wanted to be put out of my misery. I was hot, sticky, tired, and in pain. I'll blame it on work. haha...Then he had to go to work....but he forgot his pizza...so I blocked his driveway until he got the pizza he was so excited about. teeeheee...

Then I went home....vented about Dereks work to Mutti and catastrophied about it....then I took a shower...I smell like green apples. Then I took a nap...for like 3 hours. Mutti called me for dinner but I didn't get up. I got up and ate chocolate licorice and the rest of a Milky Way. Lemme tell you, chocolate never tasted better then when you juss wake up. mmmmm....then I ate some noodle salad from dinner...I didn't feel like eating a whole steak then. My head still hurts...I don't feel like talking much....I don't wanna sit here and type, watch TV, or listen to music all night. I want to do something...go visit someone...but it's like 10pm now. My teef hurt and I want more pills. Yup. I don't think I'll be able to sleep again. Morrow ish Saturday. I getta go to the DI and Minnie ish coming!

There an entry mostly on my grandparents, I guess some what importance...and my venting on other peoples lives and my lack of health....woo wooo....my journal is soo not important...prolly interesting tho...

Make the pain and tiredness go away...

Give me something to do ...some entertainment...

And make her stop saying "STELLAR!!"

Congratulations Wednesday...

You've made it 6 pages of nothingness in only a couple of hours....

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I think Katie is cute. I love the way she says "Stellar."

Janna is also awesome..okay they're all awesome. Tomas is like, my hero. haha.
i'm sorry derek's work sucks too. but i'm glad you had fun with your grandparents nd i'm glad you saw Natalie and that she's alright.

and i hope you feel better soon. I'll pray for you. :)
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