Listening to: Hoobastank - The Reason
You know what the best feeling ish? Never woulda thunk it about 3 months ago. Laying in bed knowing that you have absolutely NO reason to get out of bed. No dogs to feed, no babysitting, no phones, no work, no shopping. The only reasons to get out of bed is to go to the bathroom and eat. I got my 12 hours of sleep. I'm happy ish. MMmm it felt so good. I wished I could lay in bed all day long and do nothing productive. And no only does it happen today, but also morrow! weeee! After the whole work at 5:30 and audition thing I decided to be lazy.
The only part about being lazy ish that I forget to eat, but then suddenly I want to eat, but too lazy to get anything. Kinda like right now, so hungry...but won't go eat something. *shrugs* We're poor, no food in the house! I've juss laid down on the couch all day and watched many many pointless shows about married couples lack of love life. Lack of affection, lack of sex. And I LIKED IT! *shrugs* Made me laugh and think of the boy. For some odd reason I've decided I liked Roseanne and Dans (her husband) relationship. They're so ...playful...and joking around. They're like...real...and in the end they can fix it all with their playfulness. *shrugs* Random. Forget I said that.
I've kinda forgot about auditions by now. I'm in, and that's the only special thing, in which I knew would happen. Mutti fell asleep on the chair and footstool...upside down...her feet on the head of the chair and her head on the footstool. It looked funny and..cute. I had to take a pic. She hates pics of her. I printed it out and put it on the table. Teehee. Vati thought it was funny. I went and got the last Medium in my lil' tank top I wanted fer school.
For some odd reason I was thinking about the boys Mutti when she apologized for being so 'hard' on me the other night when she got 'pissed off' b/c I went out with another boy. She said she didn't the have the right to be judgemental about our relationship. She didn't know that we had an agreement that I could date others. I asked them if that was really what they called 'hard'. Funny, both the boys looked at me and nodded like "Yeah, she was definately hard on you." I mean, hard for me is like...my Mutti...yelling and hitting and throwing. I mean, Dereks Mum used words! That's amazing. anyways....don't know why that came to my head.
I vant to go and scrapbook all my summer experiences now that I've got pictures to all the events I was involved in. eee...sounds kinda fun. I think that's what I'll do morrow when I wake up. I hope there's no more spiders crawling around. Mmmm bed again. Mmm food.. Mmm nothing to do again. mwhahahaha
I need a life.