Listening to: Whiskey Lullaby - Brad Paisley
Pain and Panic
Ever knowingly hurt someone in some way and find yourself still doing it?
Ever loved someone so much you wanted to protect them from everything that could potentially hurt them, including yourself?
Ever hurt someone you loved so much that you felt you shouldn't ever touch them again?
Ever loved someone so much that you literally became breathless when you hurt them in an unexpected way?
Ever felt so bad about something you did you literally feel sick to yer stomach?
Ever made a commitment to yourself after making a stupid mistake and remembering how you felt then, that you'd never do it again? Did you believe yerself then? Did you believe yerself after you did it again?
Ever been so confused about why you do the things you do? Ever wondered why you have to learn the hard way? Ever wonder why it's so hard sometimes?
Ever been told not to do something cuz it could hurt someone you love, but you do it anyway b/c you don't understand it fully? Do you have to understand it fully to know not to do it b/c it hurts others?
Ever hurt someone you loved before and just felt like saying "Run! Leave before I hurt you again somehow!"?
Ever purposely backed away from situations/people b/c you're afraid of the way you'd react?
Ever been in love so much that you were scared to admitt it? Ever been in love so much that you juss wanted to listen to them or hold them?
Ever felt so sorry for hurting someone you loved that you couldn't even put it into words?
Ever watched the reaction of someone after you've hurt them? Ever felt anxiety for other people?
Ever watched someone feel so guilty for something that you did? Ever seen someone carry -your- burdens?
Ever thought of yerself as some type of monster and slowly destroying others lives, not being able to help it or stop it, and feeling guilty every time?
Ever seen someone you loved long for a certain feeling that you'd do anything to help them get that feeling?
Ever felt so guilty you couldn't breath?
Ever been confused aboot if you're truly sorry or not?
Ever disagreed with authority and not know how to deal with it?
Ever been so scared, so sorry that you couldn't even cry?
Ever loved someone so much that you'd do whatever they wished (anything for them?)?
Ever felt too immature for someone else?
"This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you"