Listening to: Decemeber - Anastasia
The Show Must Go On
I think it's interesting that some think and come up to me and tell me the only thing I think/care about is school right now. I don't notice or do anything else besides worry about school stuff. *hmmm* Think about that one for a second....Considering I'm at school 24/7 it kinda makes sense don't it? It's amazing, but when yer doing the same thing 24/7 you tend to let your feelings go toward it more than other things....
This is sad. This is really really sad and pathetic. Besides the fact that my Vatti thinks I'm a rebel and prolly making out somewhere with my boyfriend all the time. He doesn't even know where I am at night. Honestly. He calls the boy and asks where I am, it's pritti sad when the person he calls knows where I am and not him. The boys like..."She's at rehearshal..." I would have someone come pick me up besides the boy once in awhile but obviously that wouldn't happen, thank goodness the boy knew what I needed and when.
Then Mutti came home and asked where I was. Take a hint kids. I've been in the same place I have all the other nights I came home at 11 or so. Crazy isn't it? Maybe, just maybe I might be the same place I was the night before?! *rolls her eyes* I quit. I give up. If they can't ever find me on performance nights...oh well. They'll hafta call the police or something. Then they'll forget that I'm going to the cast party on Friday night and not coming home until like 1 or 2 in the morning. *shrugs* What more can I do?
We did two shows for the kids today! It was sooo cute! Usually you get all teary eyed on the last show b/c you know....it's the last one. But noo..some of us girls got teary eyed on this first show! All those lil' kids clapping and yelling! Then running down the aisle and those lil' hands come out and you get to hit 'em! So cute! I was so happy that first show....even tho it kinda dragged. But then after that first one, we all got a lil' tired so it wasn't as powerful.. But these shows go by fast! Those lil' kids are so cute! Like a whole row was bouncing up and down at the same time with a teacher in the middle of them. Weeee...but now it's time for bed...
Because morrow is gonna be the day from HELL with 3 shows....2 day shows for stupid North Cache, Cedar Ridge and White Pine teenage punks and then a night show for opening night. Talk about being tired afterward. I hope we get out of our Thursday 1st hour so we can sleep in. The never ending story of Suessical. haha... I hope ppl enjoyed it and go home and brag. I don't want to hear negative things about something we worked so hard for. I hope morrow goes by fast tho....
I think I getta go bowling tonight!
So I'll go home and sleep until Young Womens and go bowling instead of doing other things I should be...teehee...
Then I'll go to bed early! weee!
I'm so happy and proud but at the same time so tired...I can't help it.