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Feeling: girly

Girl's Night Out

"Good Morning Star Shine!

The earth says Hello!"

So Friday night was 'Girl's Night Out' with Natalie and Kirri. We were re-doing New Years b/c Kirri was sick on new years. We were making more and better memories for the starting of the new year by ice skating! Wee!I was so worried about being like harassed or something by them because I wasn't with the boy. I didn't really even wanna go b/c I figgered someone would say something about him not being there. But then I knew that would make it look like I juss wanted to stay home and be with him instead of with the girls so I went. I decided to call the boy to tell him that I was leaving to go Ice Skating and was hanging out with the girls all night so I wouldn't see him. I didn't leave a message which was a big mistake.

Everything about being 'single' and having fun with the girls was going great until around 8 when I heard the comment "Do you not know the meaning of Girls night out?!" I was like in shock for a second and they told me my boy was there so I was like frantically looking around and sure enough there he was. At first I was like "What'd I do?!" I mean, I made shure, making every percausion that he wouldn't be around by calling him, but that very thing made him come. He said he came b/c I called and didn't leave a message. My Vatti didn't even tell him where I was so he couldn't come find me, but no, shure enough he did. I was a lil' bit annoyed thas all. I mean there has to be a word for when your bf tracks you down everywhere you go on your own. It's like stalking....obsessive, protective, jealous....I don't know!! It's weird. It's like being controlling saying "ha ha I know where you are ALL the time whether you try to hide or not I'll find you." *shrugs* Irk.

Note to self: Don't call the boy upon leaving the house. Tell the boy where you are leaving and specify that you do not want him to come find/follow/visit you.

Anyways other than that it was fun tho, we couldn't decide where to go afterwards tho. We were 'single' for the night and Natalie wanted candy and stuff. We went to Lee's and pritti much almost anything attracted her, the night seriously revolved around her, Kirri and I juss followed her. First she wanted to stop skating so we did, then wanted to go get cheap junk food at Six Star, closed and then the dollar store and they were closed, so we went to lee's and suddenly she wanted 'good' food instead of junk food b/c she had a whole bag of chocolate at home. Then she wanted this cute book that she became attatched in like 5 seconds. Then Kirri and I remembered we didn't get her a gift and we both were like "Oh crapping" behind the book cases whlie Natalie looked around at the other books. hehe I decided to get it for her for her Bday b/c I didn't have anything for her Bday party the next day. So I rushed her out the door. On the way out I had to remind her of the 'good' food she wanted/decided to eat at home. Toasted waffles. "Oh yeah."

So we went to her house and got some stuff then went to Kirri's and got some stuff, borrowed some movies and went to my house and chilled out on the bed, watched movies and ate til we were silly. Natalie was the first one to go. We watched the last part of 13 going on 30 and then the First Daughter since we couldn't get the DVD to work. We all watched movies until like 1:10 in the morning.

I fell asleep halfway thru the last movie. I woke up when my tummy decided to hurt. Kirri was right next to me so I juss felt like curling up to her and whining, but I figgered she'd think I was weird so I didn't get too close to her. I think she heard me whine tho. Afterwards I made them decide if they were sleeping over or not, Kirri said she wanted to go home to read scriptures so they both went home. I was going to tell Natalie Happy Bday at like 1 in the morning but I decided she was too giggly and I then I didn't remember I was too tired. My mouth hurt like crazy I found like 4 cankers in the same place. I read my scriptures and went to bed. Happy New Year. Again.

I told myself to wake up at 10.....I didn't wake up until like 12 and I had to pull myself out, in fact I was in the process, I even got my legs over the side and half my head and I fell asleep again. I decided to do some scrapbooking to get me awake and going. So I scrapbooked another page or two and made up these really great plans for the boys Bday and graduation and juss random gifts to give him. Mwhahaa.

Then I discovered that nobody was home so it was a perfect time to get up and clean without someone badgering you! I stayed in my room all morning and afternoon for a reason you know. So nobody could come in and harass me about being lazy or anything. So I went up and cleaned the bathroom and cleaned up the downstairs. I did my laundry and called people. I even cleaned part of my room. It was juss a 'go go' day. I didn't stop to sit down or anything. I had a lil bowl of mac and tomatoe and some bean dip and that was it for food.

Kirri was singing it all night long and it got stuck in my head but by the end of the night I thought it fit the situation. Just three little words. So I wrote it in my journal.

"We belong together"

I pritti much starved myself for Breakfast at IHOP for later that night. Mmmm who goes to IHOP and doesn't get breakfast honestly?! Traitors! I was happy with Chelle and Kelli b/c they had french toast and waffles. eee! I ate a lot of it. I gave Kelli her some dolphin stuff that reminded me of her and gifts I still had from like a year ago. She smelled nice and I found out she's in the movie business. Jealousy. I think Chelle felt a lil' left out and maybe a lil bit cuz I didn't pay much attention to her once Kelli came...but I tried...I juss don't know her as well.

I wasn't the youngest at Natalies Bday party like last year. She had her other half twin personality or something there with her I think it was Marie or..Maria whateva and her bf. I was happy I didn't have my guy it felt nice for a bit being with the other 'originals.' After we ate we almost died each way b/c of Rykers driving and went to Lee's. I locked Ryker out after he made the comment of "figures those two would go together. That's my replacement" (meaning Nate and Natalie going into Lee's) I seriously wanted to drive b/c I thought I was going to die with his driving!

It was odd b/c Maria and her boy whats his name didn't sit next to each other in the van and she ended up sitting next to Nate and apparently she didn't really like that b/c when I went back to get in my seat she scooted over and I sat next to Nate. But he was in the back and she was up in the middle, my boy would never allow that. I thought it was cool. I looked back there "Hi girls....and boy". Kelli was scared she was going to die and I think Chelle was a bit nervous.

We went to Natalies to open presents and she called me a jerk when she knew what my present was. Everyone else she went "awww" Kelli almost got her the same thing that Ryker did. She was debating between the two and Natalie ended up getting both anyway. Stuffed animals, a homemade card and flower (the best gifts) and Nate got Apple Beer fer us. He was such a show off it was pathetic so I decided to amuse myself by entertaining his pathetic-ness by asking him to open my bottle of beer so he could open it with his forearm. Lame, but whadeva. I like the boy an' all but sometimes he juss drives me insane b/c he hasn't really grown up but then I asked if my boy had and Ryker...haha and the answer was no.

I haven't had Apple Beer for a very long time. We kinda had a 'mormon keg party' esp with Natalie over there trying to drink two drinks at once. Then they all figgered out since they were 18 they could go dancing at this club, they asked me to sneak into like the only dance club in the Valley, well at least Logan where Dustin goes all the time I guess.

I didn't really feel like sneaking in some place to dance esp after Nates comment was "It'll be the last time I get to dance with you before I go on my mission". That was kinda creepy, it's like "it'll be the last time I can dirty dance with you!" lol jk I didn't want to spend more money. But I sent him with Natalie since she kissed him under the mistletoe! heh...

I remembered what I forgot for Christmas to give to the boy! Mistletoe! Where do you get that stuff?

It was fun tho being with them all again, and feeling single for a bit but still being able to talk to boys. It was fun seeing Kelli again too and eating breakfast. I hope she had a cool Bday. She thought it was weird sitting next to Ryker at IHOP, that was my fault, but when it came to the van she choose to sit next to him. yeah, that makes sense.

Natalie, Nate, Maria and her boy and I stuffed in Natalies car so she could take me home, I like slapped Maria whats her faces knee and said "Nice to meet cha, heard alot about cha" it was awkward and funny. We all had a lil' bit too much to drink otay? I hit Nate on the shoulder and like 5 seconds later he reacted by putting his hand on mine, but it was too late. Slow reactions due to drinking. Esp Natalie on the drinking thing, she got out and gave me a hug goodbye and Nate came around to do the same.

It was soo weird but kinda cool at the same time. He was like charging at me it looked like and he juss grabbed me like I was nothing and picked me up, I know he didn't mean to pick me up but my weight juss...floated and it was so easy for him too and the next thing I know I was like wrapped around him like someone trained me to do upon being hugged. It was so funny! He's like "I haven't had that reaction out of you for quite awhile" hehe I felt bad, but I still laughed. I went in and walked back out to go over to the boys house. I knocked and waited as if someone heard me...he showed up the door surprisingly and I got on his compy and started this entry while he finished up his math.

That was Natalies Bday. Not really idealistic, but I hope it satisfied her.

For my 18th I still wanna go down to SLC and get a carriage ride around Temple Square or where ever the carriage goes and maybe eat in the Joseph Smith Building up at the top and look out at the Temple. Weee! *shrugs* Juss a thought. I don't really plan anything with family or friends...maybe I should do that for a change... hmm...It's like 4 months away tho I got time.

I don't wanna grow up.

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teehee, it was a fun night.
I liked it a lot. sorry for not having the money. yikes bites. man oh man. and the whole derek thing. man oh man. love!
[anonymous (71.32.195.157)]
sounds like alot of fun!
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