Listening to: Hercules - I Won't Say I'm Love
Mutti got me the usual candy and peeps.
She also got me a charm for my braclet that says "Princess". It's purple. I actually...enjoyed and appreciated it because down inside I knew it was the only thing I'd get this Valentines from pritti much anyone.
Megan gave me a Valentine and snickers. Awww. Natalie gave me a poem. Precious. Stealing my idea, jk. Ben made me a flower out of his tinfoil at lunch. Tender.
Braxton, Scott, Mindy, Vatti and I went out to Olive Garden to eat and it was already packed and we went 'early' at 4:30ish. If it was packed then you can imagine it when we left about an hour or so later. hehe. Good thing they have the capacity etched in stone in their restraunt. hehe Minnie loves that food and I like Italian too. Vatti hates it and was stressed/embarrassed the whole time b/c Braxton wasn't being very good. He was kinda yelling. I sat by Scott and we got along and he actually ate. I enjoyed it. Minnie and i shared a Tour of Italy. mmm mmm. Breadsticks. Happy Valentines Day.
Then we went to K-Mart and bought Mutti a box of chocolates for her V-Day gift with her own money and then I shoved Braxton, Scott and I in the picture booth and got some pics of us. It was cute, Braxton wanted to reach for it. Scott wouldn't move, not even a smile and both their heads were almost chopped off b/c they were short. I juss smiled goofily. Now I have pics of me and min and me with my nephews! Cuteness. Happy Valentines Day.
I'm excited I 'rearranged' my room, okay so I cleaned it for once and I got all my pics up on my wall. My whole wall of pics! I went out and bought a whole thing of tacks and just started tacking random things to my wall. It looks cool.
I went to Young Womens we decorated jars with hearts and glued fabric on the lids of baby food jars and put ribbon around it. Woo woo. We put candy in the jars. I made one for Mutti and put her favorite candys in it and I got the rest. I gave her the tooties and hugs and kisses. Chocolate of course. I want my Mutti. She's in Arkansas with Dustin visiting her sister Shirley she'll be gone until Sunday.
Claine made a surprise visit to Minnie and he came in two flowers and a present. Then he kept going in and out to the van bringing two flowers in at a time with random presents. It was cute. She ended up with a dozen roses, a fluffy pillow and chocolates! I was jealous. I only got a tin foil flower.
I gave Claine a CD of "O Brother Where Art Thou" that I stole from Geddes. He was excited. I bought Minnie some chocolates. I bought myself some Snaps, but decided Vatti likes 'em and gave them to him. *smiles sweetly*
I got a Valo-gram from the boy. His was the most mature one I read. I guess Rykers was okay...but yeah. It started out with "hey you" so romantical right? It gave me goosebumps b/c that's what one of my past friends used to say everytime he saw me and he was hot. He also mentioned he should buy me something.....(?). "Maybe a rose." I blushed. I guess my first thoughts was "I wish", "well, maybe he will!", "oh, prolly not I don't want to get hurt anymore." Secretly I was hoping he'd do it. *shrugs* False dreams.
I bought him a lil' red heart pillow that said "forever and ever" in stead of the "be mine" from Six Star and a pink fuzzy fram and put a pic of me blowing a kiss in it. I debated giving it to him. I didn't think he cared. If I told him I had something for him he'd come over, and no other reason. He showed up and I gave it to him anyway. He didn't really want the pink fuzzy frame. Understandable. He took the fluffy heart. I showed him my project I've been working on. My positive book about our past. I think it's cute. I'm proud of it. Treasure it for ever and ever.
I don't know if I'll feel twitterpatted again. Sad. I don't want to date anyone else. I just want to be left alone.
For another Valentines Day in which I wasn't able to obtain a man, I was pritti positive I think. I'm doing good. Every other month I can obtain a guy whether I want it or not, but when Feburary rolls around when I want one, they juss disappear despite me. *sighs* I can see it now having a boy one day finally at the age of 22 after waiting 5 years from now and then on the 13th realizing I've been able to keep a boy for the first half of the month and being totally excited about it, and then that night he dumping me and going the next day once again in my life without a guy on Valentines Day. *sighs*
Happy Valentines Day.
I don't love it. I don't hate it either, it juss makes me sad thas all.
A tin foil flower was the highlight of my day. Sad.