Listening to: George Straight
Check Yes or No
Mmmk Lemme rephrase what I meant when making my Graduation goal simple.... First I have to PAY for each semester..the tricky part, then Pass the class!
Oy... I owe $1250 and I only gots $300 right now. This has to be paid by the end of August...haha... At what point do you actually tink about loans?
There's only one thing that slightly scares me about this relationship...besides the whole thing scaring me to death... We both seemed to have ..dragged our feet into this.. so... if one of us decided to leave.... what would the other do? From the way this started it wouldnt seem as if they'd have much ambition to ...fight for what this. *shrugs* We drifted in and we could drift out.
All through my journal I wrote "Note to self: Don't fall in love with Adam" and then I kept giving all these reasons of why. Some of those reasons are still there and real. I found out that Adam didn't take up 2 of my 9 journals, he actually took up 4 of my 9 journals. Crazy. That's more than Derek and that's saying something. Derek took this one and my first writing one. Haha... Man Almightly.
"Do you love me?
Do you wanna be my friend?
And if you do, don't be afraid to
Take me by the hand, if you want to
I think this is how love goes
Check yes or no"
So I don't have any money for school...
And I seem to have a boyfriend...
I wonder if he'll ever use those words "boyfriend" or "girlfriend"...
At least its not a imaginary boyfriend anymore eh?
So.... now what?