Listening to: Clay Walker - Fall
She just went into surgery.
I came home from Logan the other day...barely. I invited Adam to 'dinner'. I really just wanted him there when I got home. hehe He liked that. I brought him to the hospital also.
She grabbed my hand and saw my nails and said they'd drive her nuts and she'd hate it, but thought they were nice..on me. heh She's cute. She held my hand and I put my other hand on top of hers.
"I miss you"
"I miss you too Grandma.
Hang in there
I'm not going anywhere
I'll be waiting for you at home
You gotta come home sometime"
I cant bare to look in her eyes when I say bye to her... they're tired. She wants to go home. Either one will do.
The last time she mentioned how pritti my eyes and teeth were. She misses me. Shes going crazy! So am I. I think she feels bad, most of all b/c she basically ditched me at the house by myself... other than that she has no other 'responibilities' so she can go whenever she wants.
Oh Grandma, you can't leave me. I'll...I'll break down for a week or so...
Another week alone....
I can't do this alone anymore..