Baaack to School
Everytime people start talkin about going back to school it reminds me of Adam Sandlers movie..that Amy (Kiwis sister) was quoting and Kiwi and I went around saying "baaaack to schoool" all retarded like Adam Sandler... anyways...
DAY ONE AND ALREADY BEEN ASKED OUT.
Kill me now.
I need a ring. I think I should convince him to get me a ring. haha He might get scared and run away. But still! it's a good idea. I'm gonna get sick of this REAL fast. I didn't go to BYU- "I Do".. Kirri did!
But man, you really have to stick with familiar faces in that school from the last semester you went b/c theres SO many new kids. Weird. Too bad I dont remember names. Just smile and nod.
So either the first day of school makes me slightly excited to maybe, actually learn something that interests me or the way I learn it, the new enviornment. OR it really irks/depresses/and simply PISSES me off. *smiles sweetly* School isnt worth it so much in this aspect...with the combination of emotions. irked/depressed/angry verses the normal happy/sad.
So I'm a lil' ...irked. My new favorite word. I'm not so much in like with my majors (Legal Secretary) director person. Because she directs the legal program, she teaches a lot of the classes. grr. She can't really ... teach. She assigns about 5-10 things at once. She can't keep track of what she assigned let alone collect the work from the students. The students get confused and ask her questions, and she can't answer them properly b/c she doesnt even know! I just wish she wouldn't assign like 6 different things at one time. I dont know which one I'd rather it be tho, her or her lil' side kick, the absent minded, loopy Sister Henrie. They both direct the Legal Program.
Today, first day of class, she assigned like 6 different things to do. This is NOT a good start. Besides all the big projects she has throughout the semester. I swear we're gonna do more English in that class than I did in the actual English class. Spelling tests? Grammar? What does that have to do with Office Procedures and compys?! heh. Pff. I think these computer classes teach more about...Not computer stuff than the ...classes without computers! Ugh. Not only that but you have to buy like 5 different books for her compy classes. Most expensive class that you can't keep up with. Okay... shutting up.
"...slipping off the edge, hanging by a thread... so I try to hold onto a time where nothing matters.."
At work a lady, we'll call Rebecca, cuz thats her name, called but Ralph was on the other line, she said she'd hold. I put her on hold. I told Ralph but she hung up already. She called back, put me on hold, b/c Ralph in the other room, was calling her back. Oy. How does that work when it's the same number? So we were both on the phone with the same girl. Me on hold while they talked. I thought it fixed her problem so I hung up. Kinda odd...
I feel anger. Leave me alone. Don't talk to me. I don't even feel like texting him anymore. Too much effort to make up things to say.
This day has gone by so fast.
I wish the next three months would do that also. Go home and curl up in bed and not leave my bed until like 6am morrow.
Spent $143 on books so far... need another $75 worth..possibly. I have $288 to spend on books. Hope it's enough.
I feel like I need attention.
But I dont want it.
"In a perfect world, this would never happen, you'd still be here, right here with me!"