I think I could handle a break up better than this. Besides the fact that others would 'understand' or sympathize more if it was a break up. But no... it's not.
I decorated him with grass.
I think the saddest part is even if he was going to school down here, he'd still kinda..basically ignore me. Because he has to get so focused on school an' stuff.
I think I'd rather him be far away and not have him, then right next to me and not have him.
I feel anger.
Watch like a zombie
No pain no happiness
dont talk to me
just sit there
go to bed early
"Theres no point in thinking about yesterday.
Its too late now"