Listening to: Green Day - Basketcase
PAIN. OW. Want to curl up and die!
Heat flashes like major! Sweaty, sticky and stinky. Ew.
I went home and wrote in my journal in permanent marker all over my pages "I'm going to graduate one day". It was fun.
Okay so I figgered out why I was totally...beserk yesterday with the whole graduating excitment. And it explains my dizziness/hallucinations and my body's weird reaction to sickness.
My body's decided to bleed. About 2 days late, but hey, it came. Technically it's a week and two days late but still. It doesn't come at night anymore, it comes in the day during events. Irking.
Amazing, I mentioned I was in 'pain' in my class and like 3 girls offered me pills. Needless to say I took alot of IBProfen. Then I went to the devotional today and curled up and listened. I got a page of notes and by the end of it the pain was gone. That was cool.
Why does it have to hurt so bad the first day?
Don't ask me how I feel I'll give you like 50 different answers about 3 different times of the day.
"Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now
As she falls to the ground?"
-Red Jumpsuit : Face Down
Feeling: Relief and Gratitude
Did you know that angels, not only wear denim, but they can be pregnant too?
I was sitting here at my desk, staring at my empty bottle of IB Profen and feeling the pain start to come back and groaning when my phone rings and it's my sister at the store calling to see if I needed anything. Hallulujah! Of course, I needed chocolate, ice cream, S&V chips and lots of candy. heh I heart her.
"Do you have the time,
To listen to me whine?
About nothing and everything all at once
I am one of those, melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it
Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think i'm cracking up
Am i just paranoind
I'm just..." ...PMSing!