Listening to: LifeHouse - Sick Cycle Carousel
this is me, letting go
My one chance to get the hell out of here.
And it's gone.
This is the age where you're supposed to have fun.
Do things with your life you can't later in life...
I need adventure.
I only ask for one frickin' vacation. ONE. For a week. Out of this state. And not across the border to Idaho.
The same damn city
The same damn thing everyday
Visiting the same damn valley
Doing the same damn things there too
I want out...
I'm losing my mind...
I just...want out...
"This is a sick cycle, yeah
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle, yeah
When will this end?
It goes on and on
Over and over and then over again
Keeps spinning around
I know that it won't stop
'Til I stand down from this for good"
I needed a time out
Gave myself a few hours at work to calm down..
I am calm....
I only have three more pages in my other journal...