Wrote this Sunday night:
It hurts when you give a piece of yourself to someone that you care about and then...try and just walk away from them like it was nothing.
It hurts when a person lets you give a piece of yourself, but doesn't care about you and walks away.
It hurts when neither of you care about each other but you give a piece of yourselves anyway and then walk away.
It hurts when you want the best for someone you care about, but they put off the best until later.
It hurts even worse when you end up being a hypocrite and are no better then them in decision making.
It hurts when you don't know what you're willing to risk for someone you care about.
It hurts when you don't remember who you are and how you should be treated.
It hurts when you trick or lie to yourself about what is right or not. It hurts to see others do that also.
It hurts to have the knowledge to stop doing wrong, but not be strong enough to change or ACT on your knowledge.
It hurts to have one part of you say and do one thing and the other part of you say and do the opposite, and then think that you are happy.