Listening to: Our Lady Peace - Innocent
Yesterday (Sunday) was a very very bad day for me. I ended up at the bottom of my closet curled up in the corner eating pineapple. Life is not good when I have to bring out a can of pineapple. Everything I have was threatened to be taken away today.
"You do not begin to live until you lose everything"
Discouraged, doubted and disappointed.
Misunderstood, embarrassed, exhausted.
Lost, hopeless, wondering.
Praying, crying, and sleeping.
Today wasn't a very good day either. So much to do at work and not enough time to do it. Mostly it was like four complaints which I got all mixed up with each other. Complaints are kickin my butt. If I could just do them right the first time...they wouldn't come back to haunt me.
I watched BBC in class today, don't ask me why. Sat between two couples during a movie I've seen a thousand times for FHE. Worst of all one of the couples was a Dallin and a Sarah. That's just...creepy. I just texted Jordan through the movie too. Pointless. I was tired of this show and I felt icky, I needed a shower. I complained to Claine about my day.
"Those who do not complain are not pitied."
So I got up and walked out just to watch my hourly bus drive away. Sigh. Discouraged, I called Minnie and asked if she would come get me. She's got like 2 weeks left and I'm now asking things of her. Oy. Stupid Wednesday.
Had strawberry cheesecake ice cream for dinner and a nice hot shower.
Only one person in my entire life has called me "baby girl". O_O