Listening to: Coldplay - Viva la Vida
I'm ornery as hell.
I need a sign.
That says: Don't talk to me.
I've forgotten to smile.
I was okay driving back to SLC.
Loud music, no talking, no smiling.
I don't want to go to work.
I don't want to come back.
Although Jordan texted me the whole day.
It made things a lot better.
I ended up going to Mindys after work.
Merely cuz 516 bus was in front of me.
I sat on their couch and complained.
And made fun of the ppl on Tv.
Then I went shopping with Mindy.
Sams Club. I bought a giant bag of peanut butter M&M things. :D And a giant box of Gardetto's. I was gonna get 1000 IB profen pills for like $8 and then a giant thing of laffy taffy, but I didn't. Definitely on my period.
Claine was playing/cleaning guns when we got back. I played with the nine that Dallin gave him. I want it. I had told Mindy my slight fear of guns after attempting to shoot my father so many years ago. For some reason I had told Jordan this. I was ornery, on my period, and emotional when I realized I don't really like to talk about this subject (shooting dad) b/c as Dallin so nicely informed me- Dad still dreams about it to this day. "Dallin, take that gun away from her". I didn't mean to alomst shoot him. I didn't mean to give him nightmares the rest of his life. I know we joke about it now, but really, its not that funny. I need to be more comfortable with guns which means frequent use.
Then I drove home in my Tink. After I made Claine come listen to Tink. She's making weird noises. I know where they are I just don't know what the...contraption is called. He said it was my fuel intake thingy. Sigh. Tink is gonna die one day.
I had cake and ice cream for dinner.