Listening to: Secondhand Serenade - Vulnerable
On the way home from Brigham City, Billy Hill called me and basically wanted to go to the fireworks with me this week.
It was then I realized I wanted to be with so many people all at the same time for the Fourth of July. Sigh. So many decisions.
I didn't really wanna be with Billy...
Nate seems like a jerk and acts like he doesn't care if he ever sees me.
Natalie and I haven't made so many plans...
Kellie & Matt are stayin in SLC...
I don't even know if Kirri is coming down...
I'm usually with family eating pizza on the hill....
But...if you ask me...what I want....
I want to be with Dallin and his friends.
Let me be blunt.
I want to be...near Caleb. Approxiatmately within 50 feet distance of Caleb that night.
I know it's crazy, something that -I- want.
But good things happen on July 3-4.
Ssshhhh, don't tell anyone.
I'll be harassed forever.
Hey, I've been single for like 9 months now!
And I don't go after things that I want very often. Usually I just take what comes... No offense boys.
5:17pm July 4th
So now....everyone knows I'm in like with Caleb.
Everyone being my bro and his wife.
They know because I wanted to hang out with 'him and his friends' too much and his wife thought I got all giggly around him.
So I think....
I'll back off...
And pretend it never happened.