Listening to: The Nightmare Before Christmas
If I had a wall
I would write on it
With magic marker
"The pain I feel inside is real"
The man I care about
Doesn't care about
the same things as I
He's hurting himself
And that hurts me
And scares me
What are we gonna do?
Its my favorite holiday
of all time
and I am uneasy about the day
Not me, and my activities
But his activities
And he's the one worried about me
Why do people have to look for happiness
In ...stupid ways?
Isn't there a happiness out there
Where one person can make your world?
So you don't have to go look anywhere else?
Even if it is temporary.....
I've got it!
He reminds me of Edward!!
From Twilight series of course.
Don't mean to make that comparison
But it fits so well!
He makes me feel like he knows everything
He knows the trouble I can get into
He knows things that are coming
And is always protecting me
And that makes me feel weak and..
well...stupid but whadeva
Giving orders as if he knows everything
He's being very gentle, kind..and different When he's with me, he cares
His eyes tell me that
He wants to be with me
But he's pushing me away with mean words
Because he doesnt want me involved in his chaos
Because he knows we can't be together
And that impossibility makes this all
Why do we have to have similiar situations?
It's not like he's a vampire.
He's just a Malaysian...with powers...
I need to read that book again.
Because I can prolly relate to Bellas feelings a whole lot more now. She can describe it so much better than I can. Especially right now.
I'm NOT IN love with him.
I just really care about him.
Wait unti you fall in love with someone
yer not supposed to.