Listening to: Carrie Underwood - Just a Dream
The last time I saw him
Of course I had the choice not to go
But I went to see him...
Mainly cuz it was his birthday
But inside I felt....
like I don't have much time
and he'll be gone soon
I went because I thought
Maybe I wouldn't ever see him again
Then he announced at dinner
That he was going to the doc
For a test for the first time
(he hates the doc)
He's 77 and avoided the doc this long
I'm not a genius
But I didnt think it was a good sign
The other night I had a nightmare about him
If something happens to him
There's no one to take care of his wife
I dreamed he was in the inbetween
Inbetween being able to care for her and not
The pain that causes for him
For her, and everyone who is a witness
I knew cuz he avoided the doc so long
That all of it ...progressed
To far gone by now
I dreamed he left us all
I woke up crying
Then I learned....
Grandpa Law has colon cancer.