Listening to: Taking Back Sunday
The weekend wasn't especially the best weekend ever....
I spent $95 at Jiffy Lube to rotate my tires, change the oil, change filter, and have a car inspection.
I spent $74 at AutoZone for a new car battery. I need one before winter. I can't risk it anymore with this new job.
And then I spent a whole bunch of money on clothes, a new wardrobe for this job.
Altogether I spent $245 or more. In one day.
Then I learned that my bishop passed away.
He was like 45 and had a heart attack while riding his bike. I can't believe it... I haven't been to church in like months lately... He was so young. Naturally upset the whole frickin school/ward. Well, now how am I gonna get to heaven? I actually liked that bishop. He felt things, not just by the book. Man oh man.
Like 3 or 4 years ago his family went on a vacation to Lake Powell and on the way back he lost half his family in a car accident. And now he's gone...all thats left is Mom and a few kids... That family has some difficult trials with death. :( Cuz they're stronger than us all.
I don't know how to feel...
I mean between a new job, a boy using me, obsessing over anger to that boy, spending lots of money, traveling a lot, and my bishop dying...
I'm at a loss.
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I am handling the long hours and different meals much better this week. Just gimme two weeks and I'll be up to speed. I can do this!
I feel like I'm soo much more busy nowadays...but really I get off work about the same time as I did before...and I can do the same things after work ...if I have the energy.
I only find myself rushing for food right after work. Starving for dinner. Last night I ran around South Towne Center searching for a Olive Garden. I ran in and went straight to the To Go and huffed and puffed and wanted a caesar salad. Been craving it lately for some reason. (This is gonna be really bad when Aunty Flow comes. I'll be buying everything, all the time.)
The 'To Go' boy was a cutie. We had a really good convo. He's an engineer I think. He said my salad came with two free breadsticks. Bonus! He got my food and asked if he could get me a drink and I was saying no thanks as he was quickly including "on the house". Kind of an awkward moment there. And I left... I found three breadsticks instead of two. :D The 'to go' boy was hittin on meeee... I shoulda gave him my number....
I finally had time to do laundry.
Ran out of laundry soap... grr.
Charged my MP3 player on my computer since the boss doesn't believe in USB ports at work. I plug my dictating earphones into my MP3 when I'm not dictating. I'm clever. The compy at work doesn't believe in some kind of sound volume therefore using Media player (which has never been used before on that compy) is slightly difficult.
These computers came from the dark ages? cave man days? dinosaur days?
I didn't feel like cleaning up my room or anything. So I was lazy and watched TV and fell asleep.
But hopefully, today is the day I tell Cris he is a douchebag. Get this off my chest and move on. I just have to be brave and tell him he's a jerk and I don't want to go to the movies with him.