The first of the year and my only emotion so far is depressed.
As of January 3, 2010 I have literally lost all contacts in my 'old' unprogressing life.
Even if I wanted to live that life again, I think I burned all my bridges.
I feel like I have lost it all, everything. And I have to find it somewhere else now. As if losing it wasn't hard enough. Good hell this is so hard.
A new slate.
A New Year.
A new beginning.
God, give me the strength to go on.