Listening to: Kari Hilson - Knock You Down
Yesterday was the Cha Cha dance test. This kid, I think his name is David, is the "last picked for a team" type of kid. Nobody wants to dance with him. He has dry skin ALL over and peels everywhere, its disgusting. He wouldn't know a beat to dance to if it hit him in the head, but he tries. This kid, as of late, has sought me out like a missle. And of course, the class rule is that you can't refuse anybody, esp the boys cuz well, there is fewer of them. I dont mind sharing the burden when we all switch partners throughout class, but today was testing day and basically I was...stuck with him the whole time. I wasn't brave enough to ask someone else to test with me, so I tested with him. I rolled my eyes the whole time cuz he was off beat and that is major points taken off. I was, to say the least, annoyed. But hey I don't really care if I pass the class or not anyway.
A good part of the night was I finally got to dance with Kevin. I will manipulate my way into dancing with that kid! mwhaha. He's an excellent leader. I can totally dance with him. And he's cute. I literally stared at him the whole 3 seconds we got to dance. Prolly creeped him out, but he's not really one for convo anyways. Then he taught me like the one Cha Cha move I totally forgot. He's the only one who could explain it to me, from the girls perspective. Take that you so-called men!
I cooked Jambalaya for dinner with ham. I washed my clothes like one at a time in the sink. I got a lil' crazy with the stain remover spray stuff. It's awesome! I took a shower. Perm is like between frizzy annoying and frizzy straight. Grr. Attempted to dry my hair but fell asleep instead. My body hurts from dancing tonight. I don't know why it hurts so much now compared to all the other dancing nights.
I had a dream that I had a house with a pool and hot tub. It was like two floors, small just for me. I had the layout of the house just set out so vividly in my mind. Loved it. I can't really even describe it. I want to draw it, but I can't draw. It's like I have this expectation of a house in the future. Not a good when it comes down to all those details, or the wish I'll have a house one day. I had pool parties for like everyones bday. It was awesome.
This morning I changed my porn calendar to March and did a lil' booty dance to the music I woke up too. Needless to say I was in a good mood and ready to take on the day..... until I got to work. I don't know what it was. But I got annoyed quickly. The boss dictated creating new files. He took the time to say into a recorder 'make a new file for this person' and then gave it to me. Seriously? I got two tapes like that. I know he is desperate to find something to occupy my time, but c'mon.
Then Arthur and Ed were online. Ed always annoys me cuz he's so slow and doesn't understand what I'm saying about anything and/or he twists it to be 'funny'. He's indirectly insulting me when he twists my words like that. Then Arthur only had to complain about his life and being a dad. He's losing sleep cuz Sara keeps falling out of her new bed. And then he projects his problems onto me, like usual. Arthur gets annoyed that I wont help him get more sleep by watching the baby. Natalie complains I only visit for like 3 minutes at a time. ARgh. I didn't choose that life for a reason! And I didn't make them choose it either!
My body hurt a lot more when I got to work. My sinuses I believe with the rain, but my body ached. I better not be getting sick. I took pain reliever, feeling better. But the whole mood kinda went downhill. Then I dropped my lunch all over the microwave. :( I get to babysit tonight and then go talk with Monica.
It's just the little things that annoy me today. Aunty Flow better be on its way or something is going to die.