Listening to: Paramore - Hero
Wednesday. needs. a. time. out. -_-
Yup. Uh Huh.
Dude, you totally just threw off my grrooove.
I just want this day to be oovvverrr.
First I started the day with the realization that I had to complete the second part of training for the Federal Court electronic filing system. It was like the Notary test, pull up the manual and/or training guide and then pull up the test and go back and forth from the two doing each step one at a time hoping you are interpreting correctly each step. That was long and tedious. Its not exactly difficult cuz you have a cheat sheet, its just time consuming. My cramps decided to arrive this morning also so I was literally doubled over, holding myself, at the computer still switching back and forth from the training guide to the test. I was totally consumed in that and didn't pay much attention to the boss as he grumbles about all the things I didnt tell him beforehand (ha, now he knows how I feel). He came out at noon and asked if I was done yet. -_- Would YOU like to complete this quickly and correctly? But I got it done by noon and submitted it to be reviewed. It didn't take very long to get a response. I passed! And another email later I got a login and password to e-file with Federal Court. *sigh* Finally. I just know I'm never gonna use this knowledge I've acquired, well, maybe a year from now when I forgot everything!
I rejoiced passing the test. I rejoiced seeing a sign of blood. I cursed the stupid small petty mistakes I made throughout the day. Sometimes my hormones throw off my mojo and I make stupid small mistakes all over the place. Nothing major to be upset about, when you make so many in one day you get frustrated. Mainly my fingers were fumbling with typing and this just had to be the day I needed to type up like 15 consecutive pages. -_-
Yeah, so after the test I had discovery. Have I mentioned how much I hate doing discovery? (and Memorandums, esp if they have "reply" in front of "memo" Gah!) My fingers fumbling the whole time I wanted to throw the keyboard across the room after every page. I just wish my fingers would work normally. Stupid hormones! Irritation! Then, at the very end of the day, when I seriously quit on the document and vowed not to review it for 12 hours at least, my word perfect program froze. -_- Seriously. Of all days. Everything I worked on all day was in that program and was now going to go bye bye. Sure, you'd think there would be a back up on all the documents I did. I opened up the back up and there was everything there -except- my 15 page document. *puts her faces in her hands and cries* Thankfully I had saved it a lil as I went so I had it on the compy, just not in the back up or word perfect?
That is when I seriously quit. I'm done. I refuse to do anything more today. This is not working out right, and even if I did try it wouldn't come out right. Try again morrow.
My fingers/wrists hurt, my shoulder is all knotted up and tight with stress, my cramps are attacking me. My irritation and anger are on its last nerve and I'm supposed to go to class tonight. Must release the anger beforehand. I went home and ate food, took out the trash, did my hair, and went shopping before class. It was a weird transition, but it happens with periods/hormones raging, I was extremely calm, compared to the rest of the day, when I arrived at class. I was planning on bracing my wrists last night so I'd survive tomorrow and put on a heat patch for my shoulder to simmer down, and whine about my cramps, but they all kinda...drifted away during class. No more pain or anger. So dramatic. Just smiles and laughter.
Boy, I drive myself nuts sometimes.