Listening to: Jay Brannan - The Freshman
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Evan invited me to pretend to enjoy football for three hours with him and his roommates and family at a "Superbowl Party".
I left Logan and went to his place around 4pm. We snacked on meatballs, chicken wings, peanuts, and pretzels. My chance to play with their kats. eeee. So cute. One kept sleeping on me. I got cat hair all over me. I wore my cool USU sweats. I belong somewhere. Sitting on the floor for three hours kinda takes it toll on the body tho when you get older and fatter I noticed. Evan and I kinda cuddled up on the floor I wonder if anyone noticed we didn't stop touching each other the whole time in some form or another. We touchy ppl.
His roommates parents were there. The sister Sara was prego and her boobies were kinda falling out of her shirt. Her mom was absolutely crazy, she was ghetto trash and she knew it and was proud of it all her dumpster diving an' stuff. The dad was very confrontational and opinionated kinda irking. And his roommate was so....opposite of all those in her family. She was nothing like them, not opinionated to the point of contraversy, not dumpster diving and smoking, not prego and immodest, it was like wow.
Anyways, the Green Bay Packers won over the Steelers like 28 to 36 or something. The commercials were totally lame compared to last years tho. One of the Doritos commercials originated from Utah and won a million dollars, you could kinda tell it came from utah. They called it the "pug attack".
After the game her family left and the four of us played games. We played monopoly using cards, never done that before. That was kinda fun. Then we played Life. I'm not much of a gamer, but I have to admit that was kinda fun to play with them. His roommate and bf are easy to talk to and play with - I enjoyed it muchly. They are fun to watch communicate too. I think I almost saw the sensitive and slightly mature side of her irking immature bf. She brings out the good in him. I dont think Evan wanted to play all these games, but he had fun anyway.
Then it...got hot...and it was bedtime...
Yesterday I went to work and had the opportunity to...sleep til 11:30.... Then after that we had like 5 ppl come in at the same time so I felt like I was entertaining ppl taking turns in Jims office. Kinda snuck a lunch in there. Then kinda super bored the rest of the day.
So theres those times where you stare at your phone and think about something to text to that one person and then a few seconds later that one person sends you a text and works vice versa. Or even just thinkin about that one person randomly and suddenly they text. Well I had a dream about Dallas and I was thinkin about him the next day and that dream and how weird it was and low and behold, he texts. Now he is texting 2x more than Evan and I kinda wish he would go away, but Evan really isn't a texter so.... no harm I suppose.
A storm swooped in and attacked the city around 4pm covering my car in snow, twice. I went to the gym too and had to unbury my car. The few blocks back to my place was kinda super scary in that weather. I hoped my new tires would help me out a bit, but something just felt...wrong about my car the whole time I drove home. I'm not sure what it was.
I took a nice hot shower and ate some nice hot noodles and cuddled up in front of the TV (the only time I can cuz Evan doesnt let me watch TV) And then wandered to bed more tired than I thought around 9:30pm. I was out like a log.
There are ssooo many mixed feelings about my 'relationship' with Evan I have no idea where to start to sort them out. It takes too much effort anyways. So I'm just...coasting... I still feel like I'm waiting...for something. Usually I can write 'em all out in mah journal and figger it out, but I have no idea where to...even start and I wish I could start.