Listening to: Good Charlotte - My Bloody Valentine
So there was a boy on my porch with a giant box of chocolates with a rose on top smiling at me.
And it dawned on me... I'm pritti sure I have a boyfriend.
Best Valentine's Day eVeR!
He did show up super hyper from too much caffeine.... He did inform me tonight that I am in a relationship. I'm glad he told me, but now that I know its even more...nerveracking. But there has been no talk of bf or gf, but I'm assuming that's what 'relationship' means? Gah. It seems so surreal. That means I have to...actually work at a relationship.... and thats.. hard. I was really good at avoiding that kind of work. *sigh* I was at the store the other night and I kept thinking about all the things I dont have to do alone anymore. That was kinda weird...and nice... I think.
I dont know if I like this yet. How...how did this...happen? I feel funny.