So apparently my life wasnt exciting enough.
There wasn't enough going on to stress me out.
So I thought I'd push that along.
After getting notice that my warranty was about to expire with my house, I decided to attempt a quick fix on my the cracking in my ceiling. Hahah. Yeah, cute huh. My warranty expires in two weeks and I started to call ppl to attempt to figger out why my ceiling is cracking so someone else could pay for it.
So I called an electrician first to make sure my exhaust is working so water isn't supposedly running down my walls and getting the ceiling wet downstairs. Paid him $60 bucks to say it was exhausting just fine and wouldn't cause water damage. Sigh. So between taking a super long lunch without telling the boss, sitting at the house waiting for the guy, giving up money for no good reason, and knowing the list of people I was supposed to call next in order to help me figger out what was wrong.... I was a little...stressed.
But it got me in overdrive and I cleaned up a lot of stuff I've been meaning to for a long time now. I call it overdrive because its not really good, but its not too bad either. The reason I'm doing these things is juss because of stress, but hey, it gets me to do things, but the long term effects might end up like my uncle who has the amazing talent of stressing/straining a muscle in his eye... prolly due to stress.
Instead of procrastinating renewing my license I decided this week I'd get it done.
Not only would I get it done, but I would do it at 7AM. Not my sunshine moment.
Needless to say my license picture wasn't um, the best. But who's is? They dont even zoom out at all they literally fill the square with your face, not hair, not a shirt or anything, pure face. So needless to say mine is almost all big puffy cheeks, not much else you can see. If I didnt look bloated before, taking a close up that close certainly does it. I liked my pic from HS. I was so cute and skinny. What happened? Oh, I met Evan.
Turns out I didnt bring my SS info like I thought I did, instead I ended up with my car title, but thankfully I had my W-2s. I am too organized to make mistakes like that!
Quick paperwork, ugly picture, and $25 drained and I finally get a correct license thas been overdue for like 5 years now.
It finally says I'm gonna be a donor, finally gonna say I'm 21 and older, finally get the restrictions off cuz I dont have contacts no more, right address, stupid picture and says I gained a lot of weight also.
But hey, I think all the rights cancelled out the depressing mood of the wrongs.
Then, cuz my teeth have been killing me the last three days cuz of sinuses, I also made an appointment for the dentist at 8AM. I cleaned out my sinuses the last few days and its helped, the pain was basically gone by the time I got to the dentist. But then that night after I picked up the prescription for anitbiotics I figgered it either jumped to the other side of my head/sinuses and it wont go away til I do something else about it or I could wait and see. Decisions decisions. I'm not sure cleaning out sinuses with the salt water is gonna take an infection away if I have one...
But after the like 3 nights in pain and two giant headaches every other day I think something is wrong with me and I suppose the first test is to try the antibiotics and see if it fixes it.
After starting the day at 7am, which I'm not used, I found the rest of the day to go very slowly, so to pick it up during the day I decided to post free stuff online. Oh boy. I got like 20 texts and calls within the next 5 hours. If you ever get a new phone and want to try it out but nobody will text/call you, post something online for free. And I couldnt do any thing about any of it cuz I didnt have the free stuff on my person at the time. Full time job trying to text everyone back and set up times to meet up with ppl.
Then I went home and snarfed some food and meet up with ppl who took my stuff who, of course, were late. Then I had to run to the library before going to class that night. During work we had this long lease agreement we were editing and re-editing and I got all stressed and worked up about seeing that document for the 4th time that day so my muscles were all tighten up. But all that stress and rush rush stuff I guess gave me some energy to do things I dont normally do. I participated in class. Yeah, the teacher stopped for half a second to let someone comment. Then I invited a new girl to our forum we have after class. I even thought about introducing myself to the cute guy behind me. But I chickened out.
But again I am noticing that something is wrong with me. The boss somewhat snapped at me today and I snapped right back. I think I have a problem with my name today. He said my name in that tone that drives me nuts so I snapped right back at him. This is not good. I'd like to say its cuz of the lack of sleep I've had the past few nights which leaves me to not react well to my pet peeves, but I dunno. The first three nights cuz I was in pain and/or waking up sweating (fever I think) and then the last night I couldnt sleep cuz I knew I was supposed to get up earlier than usual so I ended up being awake at 4am. Sleeping is still hard these days in general, even without pain and anticipation of a busy/stressful day.
But maybe its simply cuz I have some type of weird infection. Weird as in I think its a sinus infection but I dont remember it being this off and on like allergies with the weather. The times my sinuses hurt my teeth the most were the nights when it snowed. So I thought it was just allergies and would go away after the storms and it did kinda, I'm sure cleaning out the sinuses helped, but it didnt hurt anymore after 3 days..... Stress and lack of sleep don't help infections... Lets see if I can calm down and go back to my boring life.
But something is wrong... I can feel it.
We'll see what the antibiotics do. Now, to find some probiotics.....