"We all die,
the goal is not to live forever,
the goal is to create something
It was hard enough finding food to eat as a single person when I actually had a desire to eat
Now its ten times harder (b/c of appetite supressor) to find food with no desire to eat it
My roommate won't stop talking, okay scratch that, won't stop complaining
She said watching her parents animals while they are away is, and I quote, 'like the worse thing ever!'
And then Natalie is having tragedy after tragedy and I can't keep up with them.
Does no one see the good in this world?
Does no one try to put the good in their own world?
I don't consider myself a positive person by any means,
But geez, even I can see the good around me, create good around me, and not complain 24/7
My patience level is usually higher, but this weekend I lost it.
Isn't there someone out there not so engrossed in their own lives to listen me?
Or am I just supposed to listen to everyone else and their complaints?
I needed two time outs yesterday.
The little things that don't matter are bugging the crap out of me.
The pickle jar effect. Not being able to open the pickle jar can ruin your whole day!
I went to the store to get like three needed things, the rest were wants, and I somehow I didnt come back with one of the needed items, maybe I left it at the store. That fact just needles at me. I don't lose things or forget things or whatever and I actually needed that item! Came back with everything else! And then when you leave the store or get home you remember a few more things you need. Aarrghh.
I was trying to write a 'short' story yesterday and I couldn't find the right words to describe one of my characters. Like writers block. That fact drove me nuts most of the day.
Taking Sabrina to the Frisbee game they had annoyed me. Not as much as usual though.
Watching these athletic people run around on the grass annoyed me, not as much as the fact that none of those people would be interested in someone like me merely because of my lack of athleticness.
Noting and appreciating my progess with my weight or at least how I feel lately, and then seeing others who are naturally already skinny with more energy than I, annoyed me.
Not wanting to socialize while at a social activity annoyed me.
Knowing that I could leave the game early and no one would notice annoyed me. Mainly because Sabrina should at least be noticed.