i dont understand. i really dont. what the hell do i do to people to deserve the treatment i get? can someone pleaz tell me. why is the human race the lowest fucking species on the planet and yet be so high at the same time? why are we so mean to each other? today the guy who asked me to prom, and who i said YES to, told me that it was a fucking joke. just like i thought it was in the first place, but i just didnt follow my instincts like i shouldve. im a nice person, i dont talk behind peoples backs, i dont judge people before i know them, so why me? why am i the object of meaness and bullying in people. im a quiet person. i only have 4 friends. i dont deserve this, i really dont. and u know what this just makes it harder and harder to trust people. im just tired of everything. and everything was going so good for awhile. i shouldve known better, but i got my hopes up and set myself up for a fall, and u know what thats NEVER EVER gonna happen again, b/c no one else is getting in. ive been hurt to much already, and im done w/ it. so i'll just build a wall to keep everyone else out. -bloodyteardrop
trust me, i know just how you feel. but when things like this happen to me, i just brush it off. of course, i am mad for a while, but then i just realize it isn't worth me being mad about. but this year, i made a promise to myself to get out there and be friends with everyone. didn't really happen, but i did make MORE friends. but just because you think somebody is a friend, doesn't mean they are. i understand that people are mean, which i just don't get, but you're gonna have to give someone a chance at one point or another. realize that you're going to get hurt no matter what. this sounds depressing, but even your friends will hurt you sooner or later. you just have to realize which people are worth your pain. give it a try. let me know what you think of this? thanks. -cayla
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