SO this is the third snowday of the year :-) I like snowdays,they are like mini vacations :-) I like then even better when my boss tells me not to come in :-) Things have been going ehh so-so I geuss. Prom dress-Check,Prom date-CHECK, everything is going pretty smooth. But other things have had me stressed. HIM he stresses me out. only cause things are changeing and mostly for the better but something things are standing still. I just wanna tell him but somehow i cant i cant bring myself to do that. Eh Im a loser i geuss. This loser is gonna go relax tomorrow big ELA! Wish me luck :-* Manda

Finally 2006, one more year anddd I'm gone :-) bittersweet lately i've been getting so much stuff in the mail for college sometimes I feel like i'm over whelmed..like i want to be on my own but I don't.. And it's made me think that we spend 13 years of ourlives with most of the same kids growiiing up with them and then after that it's like who knows if we will see them again, maybe at the reunion? And any friends <3 we just have to stick it out cause i dk what i would do w/o them..forever. <3 ups and downs thick and thin but thats how we are. and i love them so much.. //and this guy... hmph -Marker

Second snowday of the year :-X actaully call me weird but I was hoping there was going to be school. I had so many tests to take today and what not and just things that needed to be done. But nope snowday so I geuss I'll finish up the Christmas thinggs and my history project and what not. It's been while since I've updated, not much has happened I geuss... Christmas is soo close :-D *excited* but I geuss I'm still a little confused with my feelings. I don't even know whats going on...and I'm a very planned person I like to know things sometimes I dont like suprises and I wish i just knew what was going on. ...amazing he makes me feel tho... :-/ ....time can only tell... Manda**

Last night was AMAZING! :-* Ryan Cabrera and the Click five :-D and Michael Fordinal <333 I met the click five AGAIN and Ryan didn't do a meet and grreeeeet butttttttt I met "my favorite" KC :-D he's the basss player for Ryan cabrera. Heres how it whent after the show... Me-"CASEEEEEY" Him- looks at me and is like me? ME"Can you sign this?" Him" Yea suree one minute" *comes over to me* Smiles Me-"Your my favorite"" :-P Him- "oh yeahh,your favooorite?!?! what your name *wink*?" Me- "Amanda" Him-"AManda...the usually spelling? Me- "yup" Me" Can i have a piicture with you?" Him-"sure" *puts his arm around me* Him-"sorry im sweaty" Me- "its okay :-D" hes like thats for comming and gave me the best smile :-* ah sorry I was gushing just mad excited :-D MWAH-more later ME

Helllloooo- Had a few extra minutes to update....So here it goes: I've still been busy busy planning stuff for prom and fundraisers. ::uummm work....school..homeworkk same old but I geuss i'm still a little confused on how i feel, i geuss what im trying to say is im scared about how i feel....geuss no one has been that important to me before, and with him it just seems that he..hes my one. not to sound too clshea i dk how to spell it but I close my eyes its him i see, i hear a song and i think of him...but then again when im around him i feel so completly complete and so content... whoo knowsss

Ah last entry was alittle depressing I know, but sometimes I just stress myself out and this whole innerturmoil im having with myself about love has stressed me alittle bit. this too shall pass and everything will be okay. ANNnnnY way I've been so busy whiich casueed me to get sick :-( but I love the weather. i love love love the fall :-D alright no more sparetime for me I have to study so I'll update laterr and thanks for the comments they make me happy<3 *meltmeagainwiththoseeyes

just like i need stabilty i need you by my side, your amazing to me its just sometimes i wonder if im even visable to you...

Wellllllllll let me tell you i've been a busy little girl, Schooool,band,HOMEWORK :-X, working on my class things since I am the treasuer I want to do the best for my class :0) Making the float for homecomming which my the way if you need more info on that pleasse let me know. well early bed for Manda tonight yes i did just speak in the 3rd person but oh well, another long day tomorrow. So happy-- *Manda

Well, tired I've been yes. Band then work then evening activities = tired. My Katie G left me for college. :-( Tear but ill see her on friday @ the game :-D ....still a little confused but each time i look @ you i seem to forget this confusion im feeling and just am mezmerized by you... I'll write later--Manda

Feeling like the world is spinning so rapidly and I'm just left standing there trying to catch up. Seens like I can't , but as much as i want to catch up, I like where I am. I want time to just freeze for another year or let me stay in my sophmore year. So many things are going to change but Im glad I know i have my friends to help with everything. And my best is going to college and I'm going to miss her like a big sister leaving. I geuss what i'm getting at is " i want my cake and eat it too" i want to grow up but never have a change....

Semi- is tomorrroww! ;-D

6 more days until semi!Today im going accessory shopping :-P with Katie!! EXXCITTTTTTTTTTEDD!

Thank goodness it is Friday, even tho this week went by quick I'm just tired. Lately I just feel like I'm overwhelmed....schoool. *blah well I'm gonna go try and talk my dad into letting me go driving ;-) ohh yeahhhhhhh *Manderr

SNOWwWWww!!....which means snowday :-D I shoveled a little and then worked on my readearch paper, I know im a dork ohh wellll... Back to school tomorrow :-/ only a little over a month until Springbreak in GA :-* *Manda

I got my permit today :-D YAY! only 2 wrong out of 20 oww oww ;-)!! Soo happy-- Manda

Wellll I'm finally 16 as of the 24th :-P Last night went out to dinner with the crew it..it was...great! Joe putting frosting in my face and hair wasn't that much fun but getting him back was :-P Ah I'm really glad I have my fiends they are the best. Tonight we are going cosmic :-D Well Iave to go to my DBQ. xoxo-Manda HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAYY MIKEEE