seans brother died. me and him always update this at the same time, i know its the cutest haha. but yeah seriously.. i feel so terrible babe. i keep thinking about it. i love you so much. besides the death, everythings been decent. me and sean are going great and i love him more then anything. my parents are getting a divorce soon. i dont know how i feel about that. im having mixed emotions because its been hell with them both living here. my dad will probably get an apartment in town.. so like i could just walk or drive there after school. so its not like im not going to be seeing him. i dont know. i gotta go, im going to seans. ♥bye

Abbi, if you read this i think you are the worst person in the entire world, and i hope you know how much i hate you, and how much un needed drama youve caused. grow up and act your age. jeez. ♥_ in other words, abbi needs to leave me, sean, and mel alone. shes now torturing mel, and causing problems with her and i really dont like it. mel is an amazing person and she deosnt deserve shit from an ignorant, ugly bitch. seriously. anyways, sean and me and mel went out and it was fun. sean snuck into my house last night :) such rebels. he left at like 7 am and my parents didnt even know!!! i really dont have anything else to say... later_

♥_ ttoday went by pretty fast and im happy about it. sean and me went out to get food after school. we are thinking about getting a ferret when we move out, because we are not going to have kids so thats the closest we can get!!! =) it will be so fun this weekend i am going to hang out with sean and try and hang out with mel! shes so nice. so much nicer than abbi could ever hope to be. abbi is so obnoxious, she just wont let me and sean be. she seriously bugs me all the time and calls me a dumb cunt, when shes the one who ended it with her stupidity and cheated on him and his fine ass =P i dont have anything really to say because i am going to pick up mel and sean maybe!! laterrr-- xoxo

♥ wow it has been so long since i have writtin in here! i missed it so i decided to see if i could remember the p.w for it. me and sean are doing lovely, he is AMAZINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! i havent talked to abbi much lately but i have tried to get in contact with her a little. i dont know if she even wantsss to talk to me!? meh i dont kno. i am moving out soon with sean, because my parents are jerks. i got a job, and its pretty neat. over all i guess things are okay =/ i am eating watermelon and it is soooo good... haha i have nothing else really to update about, my life is pretty boring. but school is almost over!! yay! ill update laterrr kids--

♥ 2nite me and sean are having a sleep over. its going to be soooo fun i cant wate! we are going to watch movies until latee!i wonder what movies he rented. hey guys my birthday is in two days!!!!! soo that means i'm turning the big 1-7.so exciting. im going to spend it with sean and mayb abbi. idk if sean wants to bee around her tho. so im going to talk to them about it. idk if abbi wants to either. she probably hates me again for no reason what-so-ever. *sigh*........im going to his house now and we are gunna take pictures and everythingggg!!!!! you guys should be excited lolz. ♥

♥ so i hung out with sean. wich was a good time as usual!!!!! yeah. i love spending time with him because we alwaysz have a good time. but enough obsessing. ive missed all of the ppl on here and i think im gunna comment to all of them b/c theyre so niceeee. and im on the phone with sean and everything has been so good lately and its amazing. love you all. ♥

♥things have been going ok lately....... i mean sometimes it doesnt seem like sean likes me anymore...... but he tells me he loves me and everything. so i guess that it is all ok. me and abbi are alright...... even though we got in that nasty nastyyyyy fight in the past. she just got jelous...... and i understand. she was just being a little immature about it...... (sorry abbbi i love youuu!!!!!)i like my dairy soooo much!! im going to post pics eventually. this diary is plain, but good none the less!! me and abbi hung out a lot lately...... but i still think she hates that me and sean are going out...... i wish she could just be happy for me. becauase i love sean soooooo much!!!! ok. this entry is kind of dum so im going to go listen to some music. bye guys ♥

i forgot my password to my old diary, xamber. so i decided to just make a new one!! i am going to make a real entry soon. but i need to get my friend to do my layout, and she has to log onto this so i will bbl!!!!!