I walk into my room and close the door behind me.Walk over to my window open the curtains to let some light in hopes of brightning up my day a bit, at least literally. I sit in my chair across my mirror and i look into my eyes and see loneliness. I look away because i can just feel the tears seeping, i close my eyes and i let my mind go free,i let it go to a place in my mind where there is only me.Me and my decisions, i hate this place im not proud of any of the decisions i make, in this place i tear myself apart. I think about everything i would have, could have done better but for some reason or another I didnt. I indulge in my guilty pleasure of tearing myself apart almost every day.