history of violence

Feeling: jumpy
so im contemplating getting rid of this thing. should i or shouldnt i? everyone needs to leave me a comment and let me know. SHOULD I KEEP WRITING ON HERE or SHOULD I JUST DELETE THE WHOLE THING? anyone's opinion is appreciated.
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death in rouse

Listening to: fernando-ABBA
Feeling: zesty
so i killed my room mate hes officially dead i choked that sucka out hes dead to everyone now its so lonely in my room now maybe i should make an invention to bring him back
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she says oh no, not you

Feeling: somber
my eyes are burning and im tired of wasting my time rubbing them it only makes it worse so from now on i will tell myself to ignore it all what are my differences? there has to be someone around here who can see me for who i am or is love just a hoax? whoever said that it is better to love then lost, than to never have loved at all probably died alone lies
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RAWR

Listening to: hardcore anything
Feeling: blessed
you are: the spin kick! You are dangerous when donein a small space, people are scared crapless ofyou! Which moshpit move are you? brought to you by Quizilla ps i like becky
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for becky

Feeling: loving
it all amounts to this the awe you make me feel you never know how beautiful a color is, until you stare at it for hours and i have disovered a new color in you never have i longed for a day, a moment, an answer more my disquiet is calmed by your words you let me know that everything will end up ok and you are part of "ok" now i will wait and pray for peace, for joy, and all i have found in you and i just ask myself one question: maybe, just maybe, i can hold her hand
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come sweet daylight

Listening to: copeland-kite
Feeling: serious
oh unpatient heart, find thy purpose and find thine love oh how love will bring joy thy love's light will shine seek me in the night sweet adeline show me the way to love tell me all thine secrets thou will sing elegant songs oh sweet adeline thou dost have my heart
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sometimes life just blows

Feeling: nerdy
sometimes jerks break into your car in the AC parking lot and steal 50 cds from your car, they also steal your cd player, and some sheet music, and some buttons, and your class ring, and 10 dollars in change, and your car registration, and thats not cool at all. i need prayer, i am really just upset right now, God i need your guidance
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a decade of dance

Feeling: broken-hearted
where are you? i think its time you come home we all miss you more than you know goodtimes just aren't the same when all the goodness is gone ash your place is here ash our hearts are with you ash i need you here goodbye is it great where you are? it seems like winter everday here its hard to be warm without the sun youth just isnt the same when all the youth skipped town ash your place is here ash our hearts are with you ash i need you here goodbye i think i'll pack my bags now maybe its time i come see you
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I want to marry a radio show host

Feeling: accepted
its been a while since ive touched this journal, but i wrote a song worthy, or at least i think so, so here it is: I Want To Marry A Radio Show Host “don’t worry,” she says, “I’ll be the one you can talk to” And it never fails Late nights and least expected moments Its those tiny things she does Her beautiful everlasting impressions She dedicates her favorite song to me She knows my secret tracks She dedicates these lyrics to me She is my favorite B-side “I won‘t let you,” she says, “the ground hurts too much to let you fall” And it never fails Late nights and least expected moments Its those wonderful things she does Her beautiful everlasting impressions She dedicates her favorite song to me She knows my secret tracks She dedicates these lyrics to me She is my favorite B-side Erinn, here I am Erinn, I’m sorry this is all I have to offer Erinn, I want promise you the world Erinn, I hope this love will do She dedicates her favorite song to me She knows my secret tracks She dedicates these lyrics to me She is my favorite B-side
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Feeling: quixotic
its been so long since ive unveiled my heart. after such a long time i finally did only to have it scarred like before. shes so undecisive about her feelings. she knows she loves me, but doesnt want the commitment that she knows comes with us. years will pass and love will find us again. until then "couples will rest, and ill be sleepless"...
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The Times That Hold Us Together

Feeling: amazing
I'm not sure if it is safe to call it love, but I know I'm comfortable calling it that. I know that in her heart the blisters will heal, and I promise that I won't let her hurt like that again. She needs time, and time is what I will give. I need hope, and hope is what she is giving. I am content with where I am right now, and so is she, atleast that is what she tells me. There will be a time for this story to unfold, and we will see how our story begins...
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Say Anything

Listening to: Love Song-The Cure
Feeling: lovely
Couldn't stop myself, and I hope I didnt change things Lloyd: Tell me something.... do you just need someone or do you need me? Forget it...I don't care Diane: I need you Lloyd... I need you
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Feeling: affectionate
Days go by, and yet nothing is being accomplished. I just wish sometimes that I could just get a glimpse of the bigger picture. I know things will get better, but I just don't know when. Life has been easier lately than it has before, and I am more than prepared to hit the inevitable wall. Love has kept me waiting for quite some time now, and still my heart is persistant in finding its comfort...
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