My puppy is so cute, son. Imma name him Da Flyist Nigga lol.
So i i havent been on dis ting n a while, i been a lot busy chillen and stuff. Neway i decided to come back to dis thing, i been neglectin it in all. But imma try an get on this ting some more. Neway i got some work to do,so holla at me lata.
Ghost
Today was the usual boring day, i am sooo tired of school and i cant wait to get ou. Maybe i should drop out or someting, ive been so depressed lately. Sometimes i feel that i should end my life but then something stops me. Im scared that if i commit suicide i will go to hell, and then i think about how my mother and father will feel. I dont know if the rest of my family will care. I need help there must be something wrong with me.
Whats poppin its been a while since i typed on this diary. I guess ive been busy, you know school an everything. So holla at me lata i gotta a lot of homework i need to finish up.
lata
In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me
Everything that comes out of me is authentically me
Because I alone chose it - I own everything about me
My body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions,
Whether they be to others or to myself - I own my fanatasies,
My dreams, my hopes, my fears - I own all my triumphs and
Successes, all my failures and mistakes
Because I own all of Me, I can become intimately acquainted with me -
By so doing I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts - I know
There are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other
Aspects that I do not know - but as long as I am
Friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously
And hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles
And for ways to find out more about me - However I
Look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever
I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically
Me - If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought
And felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is
Unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that
Which I discarded - I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do
I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be
Productive to make sense and order out of the world of
People and things outside of me - I own me, and
Therefore I can engineer me - I am me and
I AM OKAY
I was supposed to get my hair done on the 1 of Aug but well you know things get in da way, so i just got my hair done today and im looken as fly as i said i would. Oh yeah and for you people who wanna know what part of bklyn i live in. I live in Canarsie. Yea so um i holla at you all lata.
Ghost
Hey whats good, im chillen as usual i aint got nothin to say except that i tryna find somethin to do. Yea im bored, you know i might as well just watch tv. Tommorow i gotta get hair done. So i could look fly. I mean i already do but um i wanna look even better so iight im out.
Ghost
Whats up Sit Diary? When i get on the Internet it most likely means i dont have anything better to do. Well not really but, but it means im bored. So feel free if your feeling the same way to im me on my Yahoo: kiyah_cummins.
Ghost
Wats poppin ? I finally found out how to put pics on Sitdiary. Watch out you all im going to put a picture of myself on here. You all are going to be blinded by beauty! lol
This is my baby brother Zayd aka "MUSH"
YummY Toes:)
Hey i have a new diary and the background is NY. Anyway enjoy my diary i will be fixen it up with some good stuff so continue to look at my diary.