hi everyone..how have you all been...nothing new..people still spreading shit and trying to piss me off...ssdd... todays the last day of school fre vacation thank god...i cant wait til chritmas... ~ash~

just to let everyone know....i dont care if you dont believe me or think im a liar because i know im not... it just goes to show who my real friends are and who never cared at all... i guess you'll all believe me when it actually does happen... but until then fuck you all, stop talking to me and leave me the fuck alone becuz i know who you are and i dont want you near me if you think im such a fucking liar and you dont give a shit when i need you guys most....FUCK YOU... P.S. oh and yes i guess i am pregnent, since everyone seems to know all... i must be... news to me tho... ~ashley~

HAHAHAHAHAHA finally im 17...one more year and im outta here!!!

haha my birthday is in 6 days..i cant wait..ill be 17...and dont worry it will be an awesome party....hehe 0:) ~ash~

first off happy belated turkey day to everyone... well yesterday was good i was over at erics all day and we slept most of the day away and when me mom came to pick me up i went to shut the car door to give him a kiss and i slamed the car door into my jaw bone...how stupid am i huh..lol needless to say i have a huge bump there and its starting to bruise... nothing really happened today i went to work and came home...wow wut fun huh... lol ttyl ~ashley~

Have you ever had one of those days that are just so great and then somthing unexpected happens that just makes every problem youve ever had go away in a split second, forever...? FUCK YOU ALL OF YOU WHO LAUGHED AT ME OR SAID I WAS STUPID..I THINK IM OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW HOW I FEEL AND WHAT DECISIONS I MAKE... SO THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT AGREE WITH MY DESISON CAN GO FUCK YOURSELVES AND LEAVE ME THAT FUCK ALONE!!! P.S. Thank you walshy, amanda, and brianne for always being there for me through everything especially this... i luv you guys I LOVE YOU ERIC FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!! ~ashley~

well come to find out i guess they were just "joking" and yet one of them hasnt talked to me in 2 weeks...my fucking ass they were jocking...immature ppl really piss me off...all well... 1 1/2 more years and im outta here...i cant fucking wait... ~ash~ P.S. I LOVE YOU ERIC!!!

ok i have one question..isnt high school suposed to make people grow up and get them ready for life??? if thats true then y the hell r people still so immature??? were juniors and 2 of my so called "friends" just disowned me...becuz im friends with someone they dont like...omg r we still in middle school??? GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET A LIFE!!! on a lighter note.... i got to see my baby today i missed him so much...even tho we both live in the same town it sux that he goes to a different school...i dont get to see him half as much as i want to ..but we watched a couple movies and hung out by the fire, it was great... tty all l8r ~ash~

ok this is going to be my new real diary...since i cant rememeber the password to my other one..lol all well... basically iv lost 5 friends in the past week and for some reason...i dont care...lol..i actaully feel much better then i did when i was friends with them..weird huh...its odd how things work out... ~ashley~

wow its been almost a month since i wrote in this but hey no ones commented me so...until they do im here ~advice angel~

lol im here if any one needs my advice..i havent been wrong yet..id like it if the people iv given advice to caome back and tell me if it helped at all..i hope it did ~advice angel~

my advice would be for you to grab a hold of your mother and sit her down and explain to her wut u feel...and how u love her yet resent her...i did it just last week...it felt great lol and ever since weve been getting along really good...i think u should give it a try...but of course thats just my advice... ~advice angel~

im here if any of u need me...

my advice is to try to talk to him...talk to his friend see wut he likes and try to talk to him about them..either that or ask him urself..u never know..he may have a thing for u to...

if any one is having problems just explain them to me as best u can and i will try and help... iv dont it all my life... im very good at it... leave comments ~advice angel~

hey...this is my first entry just to see wut it looks like...and for everyone out there i have two other journals on here but iv noticed that lot of journals there were for advice are closing...so im opening...if any one needs help..im here...

here we go... and again i smile and say nothings wrong.... and you all believe me.... its wut iv dont my entire life... smile and act like im ok...and here we go again...