THERE IS A NEW GUY
BRITT'S IS LIKE A NEW GUY
AND
AND
HE IS A HICK
FUN
HE RIDES BULLS
I AM SO EXCITED I GET TO HANG OUT W/ HIM ON FRIDAY
I AM SO EXCITED:)
i miss my baby so much if he only knew how much i still cared for him, he wouldn't purposely but me in this much pain. i need to find a new bf to get my mind of my x and maybe just maybe have a really good time l
so last night was Hc and i had alot of fun i mean alot of fun i even went and had even more fun after... but during the dance my date who i have knowen for like 4 years and we pretty much have had a brother sister relationship after we went out when we first met... now i thought we were goin to hc as friends u know well during a slow song he lifted up his head and kissed me it was like a peck but it was a kiss i really felt like i had just kissed my brother no doubt it was gross... someone help me out here what does him kissing me and paying for everything mean r we together or are we still friends.
oooo and dont get me started on my x i t was funny to watch him watch me dance w/ another guy it was funny as hell..
but no i need help on the first topic like really bad and ASAP
Thanx
i have become the most stupid people on the face of the earth but guess what i am lovin it !!!!!!! so my x is like totally into me again and i totally gave him blue balls. makes me laugh condisering all the pain he has put me threw
hey people so This world we live in is fucked up like no other bush is a fuckin idoit. all guys in this world need to grow up and get over themselves. that is all i have to say.
okay
so i havent talked to my best friend in weeks then i talked to her on monday at school and during the summer she ran away and when she got home a whole bunch of shit happened. it was bullshit she got grounded and all that shit. well it piss me off because her parents dont give a shit any other time . i just dont understand.
well i went to c my auntie fufu today it was fun i miss her so much omg i miss her. we talked we cryed we laughed all that.
the big thing that fucked my day u was mikey okay monday first day of school so he kisses me twice, i thought o heck yes he might come back but then today he wouldn't even fuckin look at me i dont understand guys. all they do is break ur heart. he has broken mine twice in one year i cnat handle it i cry almost everyday because of him i cant handle this i am done i want to just crall in the corner and cry for hours i dont want to feel the pain ever again i am done i am to the end.
okay r u all listening i hope u r cuz this is important...
dont ever dump the one u love for the one u like cuz the one u like will leave u for the one they love it is true take it for some on ewho know...
for all of u who know my life story i just found out a few days ago that my now x mikey was cheating on me for about 3 to 4 months and that he has beenin lieing to me almost the whole time we have been together. i am trying my hardest to get over him but i am in so much pain... i wake up in the middle of the night thinking about him... nothing seems to work i have tryed trowing out everthing he has ever gotten me i have deleted him off everything ( his sn, phone numbers.etc.) i cant figure out how to see that i can find so much better... if u have an advice plz help
love u all
britt
ps thank u edie
OMG!!!!! u guys mikey and i r done FOREVER i promise u guys. but listen here is the story: on 7/25~tuesday night i went to the movies (Dark Water is gay)(consdering i didnt watch the movie it was gay)jessie helped me realize that mikey isnt what i wanted. mikey ended up yelling at me in front of everyone.so half way throught the movie Justin grabbed my hand we held hands all thru the movie and made out. i had so much u do not even know!!!:)
I LOVE ALL OF YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!
Okay guy get this listen very closely. if u love something alot let it go and it will come back trust me it really works!!!!!!
Okay so i have to work today and i am excited to go but i also want to stay home so i can hang out wit my baby!!!!!okay g2g
i love you all
Britt
Ps Sara ilove you so much u r the best!!!!!:)
i have manged almost a whole day w/o think how i am going to walk thru the halls knowing that i cant go hug and kiss the guy i once loved, or who i thought i did.thats all i have for now. thanx to all those who r supporting me i ll b over it soon
luv yas
britt