so, this dumb site wouldn't let me log in for months, obviously. no clue why, but i got the urge to try again for some reason. so, here i am. anyway, way too much has happened since i have been absent from this diary. both good and bad, yet i would rather not get into detail honestly. as of right now, i just wanted to check back in. how is everyone?

&& Ry made me breakfast this morning which was way cutee. we spent the day on the couch watching movies...after i fell asleep on accident. :D && i have Dance Team and Lemonfest coming up. && i got to hang out with Ryan, Nick, the brother && nick's dad who is a riot so that was fun..and i played guitar hero. so my week hasn't been that bad...aside from the being treated like im 2 from the relative. oh well, i'll live. as of right now i'm in Lompoc visiting some fam before they all depart. be home tomorrow as the weekend comes to a close :( nitee<3

I haven't used this for a while..better get back on trackk.. anywayy, so this week kinda sucked and kinda rocked...mixed emotions.. so my parents are/ have been out of town this entire week in Hawaii..so I have the house to myself, which is rad. yet even though I am 17 && perfectly capable of taking care of my brother and myself, apparently it is necessary for my great-uncle to be our constant supervision, which wouldn't be so bad if he wasn't sooo...what's the word..paranoid. he seems to think the world is going to come to an end or something. he constantly calls to check in on us and track our every movement..&& it's not even once or twice a day..it's like every 6 seconds. checking in is checking in..not being our shadow..i mean i love him to pieces but it is just really aggravating. so that has me a tad annoyed and driving me crazy...but luckily it is almost over and Ry is keeping me sane. on a more positive note, i got the house to myself, i got to relax, i got to spend every night with Ryan♥, ..it's just been a kick-back week..which is rad. i like the independence...even my brother hasn't been annoying..which is a surprise if you know him. also, i'm going to a concert with Victoria♥ for her 17th birthdayyy and then off to neon bowling. <3 && Ry made me breakfast this morning which was way cutee. we spent the day on the couch watching movies...after i fell asleep on accident. :D && i have Dance Team and Lemonfest coming up. && i got to hang out with Ryan, Nick, the brother && nick's dad who is a riot so that was fun..and i played guitar hero. so my week hasn't been that bad...aside from the being treated like im 2 from the relative. oh well, i'll live. as of right now i'm in Lompoc visiting some fam before they all depart. be home tomorrow as the weekend comes to a close :( nitee<3

was hotttttttt... literally. so basically I just got back from a trip to Fresno with my youth group. 'twas a lot a of fun. we drove up there on friday afternoon ((which took forever)).. then went over to Pastor Mike's other home, which is where we stayed the night.. went to a youth conference which was rad.. went back to the house && jumped on the tranpoline at 1 in the morning. ((Christian practically fell off && leo fell between the springs)) went to bed.. woke up this morning at 6-ish.. went to breakfast at Hummingbirds cafe.. Kristi inhaled her pancakes.. && got sick to her stomach.. drove up to see the redwoods...&& there was snowwww we had a snowball fight ((of course)) then we drove back home && here we stand before you. lol. it was a crazyy time. <333

was amazing

prom is like 2 days away.. i'm so excited. it's gonna be awesome. me && my friends= rad end of story.

haha I love how I haven't used this diary since March 7th cuz my computer sucksss.. anyway.. I'm hanging out with allie... she hasn't slept in 3 days.. this makes for amusing entertainment... kevvy left me cuz he smells bad.. && my sissy is in oregon :( but on the bright side.. my brother isn't here to bother me && allie is crazyyyyy &&i'm talking to Garrett.

♥ I made another diary.. hopefully i'll use this one.