Hey sorry for the *no updates* but i'm back and ready to talk. Basically, this entry is about my father. Long story short..our relationship hasn't been much of anything since forever. I don't ever live with him and if i saw him, it was not very often. Well, he finally got a car(after not having one for two years cuz ours got stolen..long story). Now he promises me that our relationship is going to go back to "best friends" like it was when i was little. Well, that's cool and all but it's gonna prolly take me a while to adjust to it. Anywho, he picked me up from school Monday(loser i am not having my liscence or even PERMIT! yet and i'm almost 17). And when he picked me up he had a present for me, which was the cutest little koala(sp) stuffed animal! and i love it. and then he picked me up today and had yet another! gift. A dozen roses(gorgeous orange!) and a pumpkin balloon. Kinda the Halloween theme, but so nice! I love my dad. It used to be extremely hard for me to be "loving" to him but i'm slowly getting better, and i'm happy for that : ) Ok well on another note..i really like this guy. omgsh he's soo sweet. and i barely know him! so it's like uhh how can you totally fall for someone you barely know? well i did! and it can happen, obviously. Well, bad thing is, he likes one of my good friends and she likes him too. And don't get me wrong, i kinda want them to date lol but aw he is just so cute! I mean his looks aren't even top notch but his personality makes up for EvErYtHiNgggg! Anywho..i'll keep ya'll up on this story when more happens : ) but for now, we're all three single. (also, she just broke up with her bf of a year and a half..and so much drama is going on with that, plus! this..wow its just AMAZING! what the frick life does to you). xoxo leave comments!! p.s. i need friends to add p.s.s. this is like my bajillionth diary too, lol. OH! also..story. ok worst thing almost happened this morning. So i was at rehersal and i totally! started my period. and i realized it RIGHT in the beginning! and of course i couldn't leave til it was over..which was an hour! but thank got i got lucky and no "accidents" happened. Thank god! ahah <3

Ok i've re-done this entry like 4 bajillion times. well this is my last! I finally got a "decent" layout and i guess i'm pleased. whatever. tell me if you like it and leave some comments! What fun is a diary with none? xOx!