the beging this music is the only thing saving my from compleat and total maddnes i mean all that i tried to do is to get this girls number but i didnt know how much she really means to me i tryied and got rejected after lisitn to the music that makes me depressed wich most of the time i love being depressed but not like this is to much im cracking up get a grip i gotta get grip im losing my toch my power it all slowy slipping away what the hell is happin to me i cant fucking control it what the fuck make it stop !!!!!! what the hell is wrong with me i shouldent so angry/sad like this it's not supposed to happend of the EnD