the last entry

by deepthoughts
Listening to: ending closer
Feeling: tortured
hey i have had enough i am done with this diary i did not get the help that i wanted it just got worse and made my problems worse so goodbye all of you have a good rest of your life k bye
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im done with this oneby deepthoughts
Listening to: done
Feeling: hardcore
hehe i like that but i think that i am done with thhis one and i think that i will only leave a comment here and there or maby a little letter but for the most part i am done writting all the time.
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with all these entries

by deepthoughts
Listening to: i dont care
Feeling: depressed
so i dont cvare anymore all i care about is me and my love which i dont have one anymore but i dont think anyone else cares ither i dont even want to be here anymore my parents are fighting i havent told anyone yet i dont want to be here right now i want to go shoot i have a craving to pull the trigger on my gun in my hand. ttyl to all thoes people that will actually care
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commentsby deepthoughts
Listening to: leave a comment
Feeling: loving
leave a comment u never do i feal like letting this gad damnd thing go it doesent feal like anyone cares NO ONE you reaed it but dont write it so do it now
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gomezby deepthoughts
Listening to: only here
I am doing something with someone and if you ever tell anyone who gomez is i will hurt you i will burn all 3 nuts off your chest with a can of deoderizer so dont do it i am not gomez only to a few certain people i am and that is only on this site and in notes that we dont want people to know who we are. Hold your 3som close to you and dont tell anyone who gomez is please.
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i took several quizsby deepthoughts
Listening to: lalalalala
Feeling: tormented
You scored as Cute..In a friend way. I think of you prob. only as a friend but drop an email by me and I'd like to talk to you.Cute..In a friend way75%Hell yes60%Eww no35%Are you hott to me?(guys only)created with QuizFarm.com ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You scored as Phychotic. Congrates!Your a Phychoic!!! YAY! Your an insane person!Give your self a pat on the back,simply for beening original...here have a cookie.^-^Phychotic84%Very Psychotic75%Pretty Phycotic67%Normal person34%. : How Psychotic Are You ?: .created with QuizFarm.com ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good!Romantic Kisser100%Yippy Ki Yay!75%Dont quit your day job...31%How good do you kiss?created with QuizFarm.com ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You scored as Normal, Boring and Gay. Its not bad that you are this way, but couldn’t you do a little bit more with your hair? Perhaps maybe zush your shirt? The only thing that makes you interesting is you like men, but even then… do you really?Normal, Boring and Gay55%A Jock50%An AberHollisterAE Gay or Fratmo50%A Closet Case45%A MetroHomoSexual20%What Kind of Gay Man Are You?created with QuizFarm.com ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You scored as Black. You are dark and mysterious. You creep around like you have something to hide, don't you, you dirty, dirty, liar?Black100%Orange-yellow69%Cerulean56%Sea Green31%Scarlet25%Which crayon color are you?created with QuizFarm.com thats cool i am a black man
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this should show you how i did itby deepthoughts
Listening to: hehehe
Feeling: horny
size='1'>Sweet100%Soft63%Hot56%Shy38%Exciting25%Awkward25%Wet19%Violent13%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com
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i did itby deepthoughts
You scored as Sweet. What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com
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fogottenby deepthoughts
Listening to: lost
i guess i am lost but she is to and i dont know what she did it for it blows me away
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i have no clueby deepthoughts
Feeling: punk
hi there people of all walks uf non happy lives hello people that lie right to your face hello people that tell you one thing and have another someone hello the people that enjoy tourturing me hello people that like me that i hate and think they are skanky whoes hello people that hate me or dont like me when i like them o so much hello the problems that you might have as a girl hello people that only want you to use you hello people that i dont understand hello people that hate me now for what i did and if u dont know what it is than you dont need to know end of story the point of me doing this is that i just described like three people mostly one but that have done something to me that have upset me or have done vsomething to me to hurt me people dont realise how fradgle a guy really is most people think that i am just another guy if i hurt him he wont think anything of it in like a day or two but that is not the case i am not an animal that doesent have fealings some of my friends know how i am only in school at home i am a totaly different person i am alot a quiet person and i dont talk to much at home unless i get rialled up which isent that often at home people think that i do all sorts of things no i dont i just do what i want to i dont have a time to keep i dont even have a calender but how do i run on time my mind is the only thing that keeps me going i remember things that most people would have to right down i remember things butnot times or days just things are happining in like two weeks like that i dont know how to describemy self to any of you i just think that if you want to know something about me that you have wanted to know or want to know now that i .....up with...... ill try to answer them the best that i can so please ask me something i will answer.
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hello allby deepthoughts
Listening to: shallow ball game
Feeling: addicted
hi all i am with my sis at colladge and it is all good i am haveing fun so far and it will be fun too i think i know it will be yes yes it will i think yes i know so well ya all have fun i know i will so ttyl tooc by the way tooc=totaly out of controle yes it is so fun isent it
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fuck with them and die bitchby deepthoughts
Listening to: life house all songs
Feeling: abandoned
i have no idea i think that people think that they know me but they really dont few people know me few people like the real me and i doo all of this for fun i dont need it yes yes i do but that is why i have the other but hey i know thats not cool i think that ed needs to be carefull now because eds nemisus is here maby i just want to leave because i am getting yelled at for the same thing that is doing to me that pisses me off i think i dont know i dont care i just want out of here ash come with me come with me leave this place go to a place with stars and people that dont treet you like shit i dont know i hate it bye
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confusedby deepthoughts
i am so confused i dont know what people are babbleing about me for i dont know what to think i dont know what is right i dont know what i should think i need help badly i just want to croke if anybody knows the real turm leave it on me or do you not know us we are friends we like to see blood hehe nevermind movie i saw made me think of blood it was the i cant remember what it was and i just saw it like 20 minuts ago ill get the name of it wow i feel stupid though ok well gtg ttyl
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bitch bitchby deepthoughts
Listening to: bable bable
Feeling: icky
no not rwealllyt i just think that i do i8 dont know why i just do i dont even know that i do i just go crazy that bitch aallll fuck tyhat you i ate you i ate me i ate pizza i donot know why i am typing this but i feel this way feild adam arg no bad thoughts close eyes no dontr arg that mekes mee trhink of better days when iwas single o waity i am single biut that is ok i think that i will rape myself i dont know randome stuff i think anyway i dont think heather will by the soap at the stoor for me today so that i may pick it up from her house at noone
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understandby deepthoughts
Listening to: three days grace
Feeling: wretched
i dont know how to explain this better than this the entries are suposed to be so jumbled up that you cant understand them it is suposed to let you know how i feel not the killing thing but how confused i am about everything and i do well nevermind i wont say anything because i dont want to get in more trouble than i already am so ttyl ttfn tooc by the way tooc= totaly out of controle
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humby deepthoughts
Feeling: bizarre
i want to no i hate bitch leave me no hate me love me i dont know i am confused leave now get out of my life i want you to hate me but love me at the same time please talk to me i hate you no i lave you i am confused do you love me do you like me do you even know me or do you even want to know me or is this a one way street do you know do you want to know or do you want to leave so leave i hate you i am raving i am so confused do you want to like me do you want to love me do you enjoy teasing me i dont iand i like fried rice so there i win ha ha NO BITCH ARG I HATE YOU YOU HATE ME I WANT TO KILL THE F&*%ING BITCH but thats not the point who is noone knows but me i want to kill you you kill me i love it i hate it why do you torment me like this with your love if this is like you raise your hand and shout back because this is so weird you need an intrpreter so just ask because if you do ill kill you than jump in a grave and bury myself hahahahaha evel laugh wow dizy compressed nitrogenm yes i love it i hate it you know it what is it it is love you know it you know what it means i like the word it dont you it makes you feel all warm on the outside like uved pissed your pannts but NO thats your blood from the bullet i just put in your fucking chest feel it yet no you dont it wont hit you for another few seconds than you get a huge blood rush than you get all dizzy and fall over your not det yet are you no your not you just think you are but thats not the case is it die bitch i hate you but love you at the same time
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assholeby deepthoughts
Listening to: eminem
Feeling: amused
this is funny because a few friends and i meet at top notch and well than decided to go to one of there homes and well my mom was going to pic me up and i told her not to that he would drop me off and well she went there to see if i was there and no i wasent so she called me and his parents wernt home and well ya i got killed kinda so thats what is going on now so there biotch aargg well ttyl ttfn tooc
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all mineby deepthoughts
Listening to: umm could you tell me
Feeling: loved
um well i got a problem but if you want to know you will need to ask me there are a few people that i dont want to know but if your thinking its you it mostlikely is hehe jk well i dont know what to do people keep telling me what i should do but it is not what i want to hear it is what i dont want to hear moron so hehe talk to me or die well it is all my fault about everything that is happining so please i dont want to feel this way so just drop it EVRY NE PLEASE i dont like it so just stop and well nevermind i dont want to start to feel bad again so please that one person just stop and the otherone please talk to me more
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I just dont get lezbensby deepthoughts
Listening to: sounds like arabean
Feeling: genki
well humm i dont know where to start its ben a while but i have some interesting news and to all beliefs i am not pissed at LeAnne i am still hopefully going to be friends with her and well i am a little agervated at some of the things that she said to me but i will talk to her when i get over it which will be soon so please people i love you guys and well can you please not bug me anymore its kinda anoying i will work it out on my own if i want you i will talk to you i will tell you i will yell at you or something of that nature so thank you all for your suport and i will enjoy that also so please help me by not helping me right this sec or this day.
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