yo... so since sunday i've been in blooming which was fun times. but looking back i cant really remember what was so good about it. it seems like when something bad happens it seems like the good memories arent so good anymore. yeah so my puppers hasnt been doing so hot lately. shes been having a lot of seizures.. and since sunday shes and a rough times with them. it came to the point to where she at them consecutively for three hours. so today my dad took her to the vet and she was put down. i suppose i cant express enough how much it sucks really. i'll miss her a lot. i am glad that she isnt suffering anymore, it came to the point to where her back legs were working properly. i wish that she could have stuck around a while longer. her fifth birthday was on monday :( well i wish i could see her again but i dont think it will do me good to dwell on it. perhaps some depression will fuel my art work? maybe i'll have a blue period. peace out