today im doing pertty good the girl i like is sitting like 5 or 6 chairs away from me in the back of this classroom yeah hahaha shit how i wanna talk to her but she's already talking too sum1 no need to interupt tht'll b rude iv been listining to napalm death all day i luv those guys we just got another show this saturday at the underground with dc i mean i like jon but i dnt like there message oi oi drink 805 and corperations suck but we have nothing to back it up on skool sux but sum of still go thts shits dumb (and thts how i spell skool whoever talked shit to me i knw it's SCHOOL i thnk its dumb how who ever talked shit to cudnt leave there name haha pussies)the show shud b fun and yeah well hahaha hopefully ill get the ballz to talk to my luv hahaha yeah well thts it cnt wait to get out of skool havent had a cig all day and then im gunna go shopping with chris and my sister for there house for grocery's yeah well thts it for now bye-esteban

wow i haven't wrote in this shitty piece of shit for so fucking long ha ha ha ,well i'm back from mexico that's fucking great bands goin good yup we should have a demo and show soon so yeah who evers like intrested in hearing us yeah theres the newz for that n e ways how has everyone been i'v been good mexico was lame that word got out so fucking fast that i was gone and got sent away it was wierd i never realized how much peoepl actuallu cared expect for 2 peoepl i know did for sure n e ways ....You all should like write me more comments that would be kool,but besides that i g2g ya'll leave me more comments that would b kool well i gotta go see every one laterz-esteban(and if n e one wants to hangout since i'm back like call me 805-659-0360 yeah that goes for u to kenz were supposed to hangout but u flaked that pissed me off so bad i g2g later everyone)

UMMMMM SO WHATS UP ANOTHER ENTRY AND ANOHER DAY GONNA GO 2 CODIES 2DAY I'LL RIGHTR LATERZ LATERZ LATERZ BYE

Yeah so i just got done with band practice at six and it's 7:09 , it was fucking the best band practice ever that we ever had and i'm so excited about our halloween show,it's gonna b great.All the people that read this should go,it's on the 30th the day b4 halloween,actully the nioght b4 the shows at night.Theres gonna b like 5 6 or 7 bands playing were not sure yet, and it's free just for all the 805 punx and who ever else wants 2 come.So keep a look out for the band i'm in actually one of the 5 bands i'm in for the band the anarcotix g2g call my cell bout the show i'll write later bye guys 805-746-5016 ----estyban

SO YEAH ANOTHER YEAR AT SCHOOL HOW GAY AND COOL AT THE SAME FUCKIN TIME COOL CUZ U KNOW MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!BUT GAY CUZ IT'S SCHOOL AND THE NEW ASSISTANT PRINCAPLE IS A BITCH HORE BITCH SHE CARDS PEOPLE 2 GO OFF CAMPUS NOW IT'S FUCKIN HORRIBLE BUT N E WAYS I GOT ANOTHER MOHAWK MY THIRD ONE IT'S PERTTY COOL AND YEAH I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN THIS FOR SERIOUSLY SO SO SO SO SO SOS OS OSO OSSO SOSSO OSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO LONG BUT N E WAYS I'LL WRITE MABEY LATER SO LATER ON GUYS AND GALS

i don't know wat 2 do right now i'll i'v been doing is getting so fuct up everyday hash, pills,alcohol,bud just i don't like it well i do but i'm getting sick of it everyday and that's all i fuckin do in summer i just wanna go 2 shows and fuckin ummmm hangout with people like katie or lindsay or kenzie or aron or u know wat ever and play shows and finish recording our cd and get it out but i mean i really can't wait till school starts so i can just hangout with everyone again katie,marc,richard,seth,jayce,setven,vernon,max,tom,pat,araon,nick,jeff,jeff,nathan,bradd,dusty,jon,imanual,jon,byron god oh well and i wanna thank that kid jon poo for telling me shit in my diary but not in person wen i was "STARING"him down (bullshit)well ya bye guys and he doesn't leave his name so i wont find out who he is i know who he is motherfucker -(talkin about jon) bye guys and galz -Esteban

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ust shut the FUCK up and DrInK"-Esteban

hello stupid journal thingy jk jk umm ya sso 2day went 2 main street and chilled there with my nigga dillan and ya we did stuff like chill how superdooper exciting and adventourus is that (ehhhh it was gay and boring and lame)but ya n e ways it's like fuckin 1:23 i never stay up much well i did 2day ya so i'm in a normal gay boring mood 2 day ya i'm gonna ya go now k so ya bye NIGGA'S PEACE "while those spread the propaganda of war we must spread the propganda of peace to affectivily spread peace"-martain luther king

yup 2nd entry 2day so ya i'm bummed cuz just talkin 2 kenzie now i miss her so much and yua we finally talked bout"us"the other day and it was like"ehhhhhhhfuck that sux"but n e ways yup every single diary i have witten in has or mentions kenzie u can just fuckin guess and find out that ya i like kenzie(love her)well ya i'm gonna go bye NIGGA'S -EsTeBaN

hello 2day i feel blessed 2 have such a nice(beautifal)friend named kenzie 2 make me this diary and ya i blazed it 2day and got so so so so so so baked and drunk 40's mickie's fuck yeah but n e ways can't wait 2 chill with kenzie again and blaze it and ummm gonna play a show soon at the loft and mabey the livery that should b really fun and where lookin 4 a bassist right now for n e of the bands i'm in (prefablly kenzie cuz she plays bass)cuz we don't really have one except seth but that's a different band we need one for a crust band i'm in like misery and doom assuck type of shit if n e of u faggots r intrestead fuckin piece of shit cunts(sorry that came out of nowhere)i'm gonna go bye

ya umm this is my first journal entrie and 2day i'm in a bad mood cuz just the thought that i can't b with kenzie right now is horrible and i can't do n e thing bout it cuz she doesn't wanna get me into her problems and mess stuff up with me but it's totally understandable though i don't blame her though not wantin a BF right now but i g2g k bye

hey esteban this is you super kewl diary yay ok ya byeee