i usually dont keep these online diaries but i really just needed to vent and hopefully get some advice and figured this was an easy way. ive just felt so meaningless the past couple weeks. i started dating this kid who i absolutely adore and it just seems like i mean nothing to him. its been thanksgiving break and weve hung out one night because he had nothing else to do and talked for no more then a halfhour total this entire break. he never seems to want to be with me and he doesnt even act like he cares. hes always worried about what everyone else is doing and its like i dont even matter. weve been dating for almost 2 months now but weve been "together" since august and hes never mentioned me to his parents. he told me the other day that his parents dont know about me. how could they not know since weve been together for almost 4 months? and last week he had me waiting 3 hours for him to come over becuase he had to stop and see his friends. ive tried talking to him about it and he says that im just over exaggerating and everything is fine. but its not and i spend nights so upset because i just feel like nothing. i just dont know what to do.