i have nothing agaisnt the army, im happy and proud of all of you who are in it and keep us safe. its just my boyfriend is signing up and most likely is going to sign up for infintry, and while hes in boot camp for six months wants to take a break. my heart is breaking, i feeel so lost unloved unwanted. but i cant tell him to stay i dont want to get in the way of his life plan, i just want to be involved in it.