I dont know why but for some odd reason i keep thinking about the past, and i know its not right or good to bring past probelms into new relationships...but im just so afriad of being hurt again. And i dont know how to speak my mind with out starting a fight or with out making the other person think i am assuming somthing. I am not assuming anything it just makes me mad when you don't involve me in your plans. Like argh am i being selfish because you are going to six flags with your friend that is a girl and doesnt mett any of your friends but your also going to bring your best friend mason and wait to be like well do u want to come, no i fucking dont becuase one i am not being a third wheel two that is extremly fucking arkward, three what if we dont get along yeah who will be walking home? probly me because i hate stupid girls. And from what i hear about her thats how i think of her. And hey guess what i tryed being nice and adding her t facebook to get to know her you know i wanna know you one of my mans best friends are and yah the bitch didnt add me and he asked me if she added me yet yah she ignored it and if you ask me that screams somthing fishy! but i would never say this to him not now at least. Maybe one day i will just exploded on him probly when im wasted if that ever happens. Im pretty sure all of this will come out at that point and it wont be very pretty. I just dont get guys are they really that stupid! honestly wtf would you think if your girl was going out with a guy you never mett? huh and when you asked to mett them they say i have to ask them they dont like metting people. Ah fuck you! is what you would say if you were smart and you would walk away, unless your a stupid fucking idiot like me and just love racking your brain!