since everthings happened .. i miss a lot of things. ♥ sending and saving every cute goodnight text message , ever ♥ laying out on my trampoline and watching the static on a sweatshirt ♥ laughing about anything and everything until our faces went blue ♥ never having to worry about anyone else being there because i always knew i was it. ♥ going bowling every saturday night to make yourself better and laugh at me because i suck ♥ hanging out with me .. because hanging out with anyone else was considered lame to you. ♥ making our mid-week hang out going to dragon city and watching american idol. ♥ when i could only talk on the phone til 10 o'clock .. and you never once complained. ♥ when hanging out at your sisters best friends birthday party was considered cool on a friday night. (or in my case , my best friends cousin) ♥ remembering the exact thing i was wearing the first 2 times i ever met/saw you ♥ birthday dinners and maccaroni grill ♥ prom , you hated it. ♥ laying together watching the notebook and having friends ruin the entire thing by barging in. ♥ leaving cute messages on your car while you were at work ♥ going to macalisters at least once a week after a football game or competition. ♥ you waking up early because addie dragged you to my cheer comp, (im still sorry) ♥ fall out boy .. grand theft autumn , enough said. ♥ freaking girl at the rock show video game .. i still have nightmares. ♥ plastic cup pyramids in your living room ♥ sleeping every chance i got it never got any better when we were together. now you're my best friend .. its different , but at the same time better. i can share so much more with you as a friend than i ever could as anything more or anything less. i love where we are and what we're working for. i feel the start of something great, even though being split up come the fall is going to suck. if this doesnt show emotion and how much i remember and care, idk what does. ♥ you're the only person i'll love until the day i die. you're my one true best friend , you're what makes me who i am. ♥ shub