merry xmas. so i got most of what i wanted for xmas just one person is missing
im getting a blurty
and why should i remember when you say you will always love me if you forgot i said i would always love you?
today was a horrible day and i just cant wait only a few more years then we are free of everyones criticism
I cant do this anymore i have to come out with everything
Yes i do love you Rachel rainbow yes this is Tj rosa i didnt want to say anything because i didnt want anyone to know yes i love you still yes i always have yes im with jackie because your brother foundout about us and flipped out and yes thats why im never at your house and yes he does pretend like he doesnt know and yes i dont care if everyone knows it but i love you i promised i always would and you of all people should know i dont break promises! and if youre wondering im not saying all of this to hurt you i just cant keep it inside anymore i cant get those nights between us out of my head
ok im done i got it all out of me i coulnt hold it inside anymore im sorry if i hurt you it was the last thing i would ever do not matter who im with no matter what happens I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
I PROMISE
Idk i dont have anything to say really
i get on this thing about everyday but never write. we won our football game sat. 55-33 seasons almost over. im goign to go now supposed to be meeting the love of my life in a hour.
ps. who are you?
So bored waiting for jackie to get here i have to go
bye
Havent been on here for a while cant wait untill friday she comes home...
Ok i want to tell this girl who i am but i cant! Well its almost spring break and i cant wait. She keeps asking me who i am but i dont want to tell her because i like being able to say things and no one can prove its me its not that i dont want people to know i still love her because i dont care let the whole world know! But i have a girlfriend so?
If you read this just know i still love you and always will its just hard to go back to something in the past i really want you to be happy and i hope you find love. Maybe sometime soon we can be together again but right now is just not a good time. I love you and will always just remember all the nights that we spent together! They all are still running through my head! Well i cant wait to see you this weekend i might not be like i am on the computer but im not going to ignore you either!
Because: I STILL LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Ok this whole thing is confusing but i will figure it ou sometime! Ok well im in class getting pretty bored! I might be going over to my friends house on friday but i dont know it depends on if his grades went up or not!In a way i wanna go but in a way i dont b/c his younger sister is sort of in a way my ex! Im with a girl know but i dont love her like i love his little sister! She thinks i dont care about her and that i dont love her but i do! I dont know how i could tell her or let her know i still care about her bc i with another girl! Idk though! But the bells about to ring i hope that this girl will see this and comment me back but i dont think she knows who this is!