My day we teribel! I cryed all day, and when i saw Erik, i cryed so hard! all of sudy hall i couldn't stop crying! I can't Believe after 9 years everything is so different! im so sad, i liked him so much! and now he likes someone else........ i feel so depresed! its not even funny! im so upset! We were at football practice, and i just sat with sara and i was telling her about stuff that had been going on between us, and i got up and stood infront of sara, and i turn to sara and im like "Sara, i don't think i should stay, i want to go home, and Erik won't even talk to me!" and she's like "Heather don't let him bother you! he is just being dumb! everything will be fine, don't let him know your upset." and im like "your right!" so im sitting there and Andrew and him are partners in the hand off drill, and erik has Diabities, so he has a thing in his stomach to help with his incolin, an Andrew kept hitting it with the ball so Erik turned around and screamed "findley knock it the hell of" and andrew go's "What?" and Erik goes "quite hitting me in the stomach" and i was like "omg sara i can't be here i think he is getting upset because im here!" but i was just blaming myself for everything that happend between us. i'm more mad at myself then him! but i called him tonight to set things right, and we are actualy talking a little more, and im really happy about that, and he thinks i think he's using me but i don't! i love flirting with Erik, its so fun! well i've g2 run, my mother is being dumb,.......like always .... ttul!!!! ~.:*:.Heather.:*:.~