well in san antonio it is rainy outside and it is cool but i almost died today my car spun out of control and my life did not flash before my eyes what does that mean,, the only thing i saw was the person i loved so much and what would happen if i didnt see again and she does not even love me or like me i think,, but i am pretty sure she does not love me well thats all, later, i wish she would loved me i love her so much